Holy fuck.
Work has been hellish. And they're making it bad for me on purpose, which is far worse than the usual noise. I was all stressed out last night after the late 'meeting' or 'shitshuffle' or whatever you want to call it. I decided that the smell of cookies would make me feel better. And the batter was ready, but the stupid self clean oven switch was stuck and i couldnt get the oven open. I hit my head with my hand. Uhg. Then i was in the fridge, and on the way out i smoked my head on the freezer. And then i sat in the middle of the floor and cried for awhile.
And when that was over, Leon came home and listened to everything i had to say with his eyeballs glued to the tv. I called him on that, and he repeated everything i had just said. He was in fact listening i guess. I still didnt feel better.
I returned to work today with more retarded emails and some general bad noise that may or may not have anything to do with me. My hackles are up, my radar is tuned, and i'm paranoid as fuck.
that is all.
Work has been hellish. And they're making it bad for me on purpose, which is far worse than the usual noise. I was all stressed out last night after the late 'meeting' or 'shitshuffle' or whatever you want to call it. I decided that the smell of cookies would make me feel better. And the batter was ready, but the stupid self clean oven switch was stuck and i couldnt get the oven open. I hit my head with my hand. Uhg. Then i was in the fridge, and on the way out i smoked my head on the freezer. And then i sat in the middle of the floor and cried for awhile.
And when that was over, Leon came home and listened to everything i had to say with his eyeballs glued to the tv. I called him on that, and he repeated everything i had just said. He was in fact listening i guess. I still didnt feel better.
I returned to work today with more retarded emails and some general bad noise that may or may not have anything to do with me. My hackles are up, my radar is tuned, and i'm paranoid as fuck.
that is all.
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thelibra:
*mwah*
jeslyn_james:
i'm sorry you had a poo'ey day. cheer up lady! things will get better. did i mention i wish i lived in Canada? i do. maybe i'll move there some day and surprise you with cookies!! 