carmina

How can i write with the tv on. How could i write with the music playing. How can i do anything under any circumstance without the optimal ideal. I create the optimal ideal and then abandon it in search of some other shiny thing, like a crow.

If i could get out of bed and just think for a minute. See things, maybe something different...
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The saga of my recent employment. Abbreviated version.

I quit my job last month and went to costa rica. A week after quitting, my co-worker quit as well. The new guy was a knob i guess. They're fucked.

Meanwhile, back at the ranch, i get back and let a respected fellow in the industry know about my unemployment. I would have liked to work for...
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I'm back from my holidays!

And now, i have to find a job, or.. something.

I'm here now
http://www.pensionsantaelena.com/

in lovely santa elena, costa rica

in short, it rocks. We went on a canopy tour today that rocked my socks off. They hook you onto cables and you go zipping through the treetops. I got the defcon 5 'superman jump' that the guides do when no one is looking... they took me way ahead and strapped me in by the...
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Yay!

I'm going to Costa Rica in a week, how exciting! We have to plan our respective wardrobes this weekend. And do a little shopping. Is good.

I'm going to get a rock star haircut this afternoon.

I'm also considering getting a peircing. You know that little scoopy thing between your nose and your lip? That. I'm not sure how practical it will be though,,,...
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I'm quitting my job.

I rock.

If i cant get the badass insurance job i want, well then its off to starfucks and a life of leisure.

I wouldnt be doin it if my man wasn't such a supportive and wonderful fella.

holy update batman.

So the man and i are done reno-ing the basment now... we have a renter coming in, yay us. And a big yay for the mighty dollar.

Work has mellowed out, there are toe stepping things but nothing too earth shattering. I have to fight to keep everything mine though... if they take away toooo many things they may try to make...
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Well, much craziness has passed.

I still have a job! yay me.

And uh, its late, i dont have much.

Holy fuck.

Work has been hellish. And they're making it bad for me on purpose, which is far worse than the usual noise. I was all stressed out last night after the late 'meeting' or 'shitshuffle' or whatever you want to call it. I decided that the smell of cookies would make me feel better. And the batter was ready, but the stupid self clean...
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Ok!

Moved into my first house! It needs some cosmetic surgery for sure, but nothing Nasty. But i do have a blue room. And a purple room. And a green basement. And a red sex room (nice red, we're keeping that one). It took 3 coats of primer to cover the 'pale avacado green' in the basement, and its not half as dark as the...
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So my girlfreind and i got ambitious this weekend and did a little noode shoot. She was amazingly hot.

I have some pics that i think turned out really well. It was my first time having success with with my geezly huge camera mount flash. Twas satisfying.

The guy at the developing place was uber creepy and wierd. Kept asking if we were art students,...
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Things that piss kitty off.

1) People who only contact me for advice on thier cars. And then dont take my advice. These are aquaintences or freinds i've drifted away from. They seem to be primarily interested in wasting my time speculating, and then taking thier business to the cheap hack down the road. There are no coffee calls from these people. I dont mind...
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