why am i always so sad???
it feels like when things are starting to look fine for me.. bad stuff starts to happen, or maybe it's just i count my chickens before they hatch..and my expectations are too high..and then i get mega dissapointed.. geez
ugh! i feel like such a loser sometimes.
and i know i definatly made a fool of my self last night. not going to go into details.. you will just thinks it's lame.
ha. cause you know it's got to do with a boy.
mmm..not everything is bad i guess.my new job is pretty much the raddest..and it's so good to have money again...i have been drinking SOOOOOO much dr pepper latey..i love love it.
well best be off.. my space awaits.
cee-jay
