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carebeargirl

Hagerstown, MD

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so I'm tired of it all. ...

Jan 31, 2016
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I'm not going anywhere with this site, I thought that with shooting in NY in November I would have my last hurrah. Well I'm done with staff and SG. I'm moving towards Zivity once I get out of my depression and need to lose weight (personal goal) . Having depression and not hearing about a shoot you were looking forward to seeing photos from and nothing for two months well made me hide in my room for a long time. Sorry I'm rambling, I just don't have the heart to bug for photo's and I just send myself deeper into depression rather than deal with the problem. I know that I'm not as skinny or Charismatic as other hopefuls or SG, so I'm going to be shooting my own sets and challenging Myself to do better than waiting on something that is never going to happen.

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azera:
You are so beautiful! Love you!
Feb 1, 2016
carebeargirl:
Thank you, I will be moving forward to Shoot more with Zivity and hopefully next year I'll be in a better place.  I'm still apart of this  community Because I have friends here and leaving this up in the hopes that I may change my mind (as I do soo often) . I just don't think I have what it takes to be a SuicideGirl.  @azera @chrstphrgould . I did hear from the photographer they were waiting on me to confirm submitting the set I mentioned and as I always jump to conclusions because of my anxiety disorder it's best that I take a chill pill so to speak with shooting lol.
Feb 12, 2016

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