So Had a great week ..... 
Went to Philly to see the Skinny Puppy show ...which was awesome, then went out after to a club (crowed).
Did the whole walk around thingy window shopping got some grub
yeah know the travel thing ....lol
then we sat in TRAFFIC....BAH to traffic
hehe
so my good friend is moving back to seattle...which sort of sucks but is...
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Went to Philly to see the Skinny Puppy show ...which was awesome, then went out after to a club (crowed).
Did the whole walk around thingy window shopping got some grub
yeah know the travel thing ....lol
then we sat in TRAFFIC....BAH to traffic
hehe
so my good friend is moving back to seattle...which sort of sucks but is...
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So i have taken to plung back into the city to find a job .....bah
only freelance work but still the commute is going to kill me 45mins on the train both ways...bah
went to the headhunter today ...she seems pretty cool...we'll have to see how it all turns out.
but on my way into the city i wear the wrong type of shoes and...
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only freelance work but still the commute is going to kill me 45mins on the train both ways...bah
went to the headhunter today ...she seems pretty cool...we'll have to see how it all turns out.
but on my way into the city i wear the wrong type of shoes and...
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carebear:
Freelance Design Asst. or designer either one
hyde:
sounds cool headhunters would prolly be good for that . . . don't let them take too much of your worth.
and thanx so much for the kind words of reassurance, it really helped me.
and thanx so much for the kind words of reassurance, it really helped me.
hyde:
I've stumbled upon that a while ago and have shown it to people since then. some liked it thought it hillarious when others thought it was stupid and not funny at all. i guess it says something about the people who DON'T think it's funny . . . well they're stupid neeerrrr.
i love foamy's rantings especially.
>;}
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i love foamy's rantings especially.
>;}
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ok i can't sleep it's 5:39 AM and i should be sleeping but for some reason i am not tired at all
what the hell is going on w/ me
i am so unmotivated to do anything....i haven't been working on any clothing....nor am i looking for a job to support my broke ass...i feel like i am floating to no where
i am in...
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what the hell is going on w/ me
i am so unmotivated to do anything....i haven't been working on any clothing....nor am i looking for a job to support my broke ass...i feel like i am floating to no where
i am in...
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hyde:
I hear that . . . I <b>SO</b> hear that.
The reason I applied at the place I'm currently working is because they encourage self expression, although they also <i>demand</i> that their employees work insane hours without any compensation or overtime. I don't work in a sweat shop, I was cryptic in my journal because I don't want to let out too much information on what Im doing. The World Wide Web is a small world sometimes.
I've worked 70 hour weeks, over 36 days straight without a day off. They told me it's just expected and if I don't like it I could quit. I stayed as long as I did because it's the most money I ever made (not really that much) and I could look and dress however I want. The only condition was to work these crazy hours. Over time I realized that every hour over 40 my pay rate goes down. Ive worked over 1 months worth of work FOR FREE. When I choose not to stay Im penalized. If I call out sick after working 45 hours in 4 days they wanted me to work the weekend to make up missed time . . . missed time!?!?!?! I was friggin sick!!!!
Im sorry this is your journal not mine. My point is beware of companies who encourage self-expression, they might be like this company and figure youre not smart enough or tough enough to call them on their wrong doing. Or Im just jaded at the moment and Im realizing Im going to have to join in the job search and Ive got bright pink hair.
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The reason I applied at the place I'm currently working is because they encourage self expression, although they also <i>demand</i> that their employees work insane hours without any compensation or overtime. I don't work in a sweat shop, I was cryptic in my journal because I don't want to let out too much information on what Im doing. The World Wide Web is a small world sometimes.
I've worked 70 hour weeks, over 36 days straight without a day off. They told me it's just expected and if I don't like it I could quit. I stayed as long as I did because it's the most money I ever made (not really that much) and I could look and dress however I want. The only condition was to work these crazy hours. Over time I realized that every hour over 40 my pay rate goes down. Ive worked over 1 months worth of work FOR FREE. When I choose not to stay Im penalized. If I call out sick after working 45 hours in 4 days they wanted me to work the weekend to make up missed time . . . missed time!?!?!?! I was friggin sick!!!!
Im sorry this is your journal not mine. My point is beware of companies who encourage self-expression, they might be like this company and figure youre not smart enough or tough enough to call them on their wrong doing. Or Im just jaded at the moment and Im realizing Im going to have to join in the job search and Ive got bright pink hair.
>:\
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So me and my friend Michelle went to the New york Botanical Gardens yesterday. It was so relaxing and such a stress relief. We try and do something new every week or so depending. There is so much in New York that i haven't seen yet and i have lived here my whole life. And i don't want to be old and grey and have...
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I got pictures from the fashion show !!!!!
ME HAPPY!!!!!
check them out i put some up on the pics page
ME HAPPY!!!!!
check them out i put some up on the pics page
carebear:
fashion show may 20th
Dreams
Move on just close your eyes
Dont think and just walk away
Close your eyes and think, dream of your life and what it could be
So many possibilities too choose from
Dream and make those dreams be reality
Strive for those things in life that you always wanted
Push yourself till you cant push anymore
And then push a little harder for those...
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Move on just close your eyes
Dont think and just walk away
Close your eyes and think, dream of your life and what it could be
So many possibilities too choose from
Dream and make those dreams be reality
Strive for those things in life that you always wanted
Push yourself till you cant push anymore
And then push a little harder for those...
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******FASHION SHOW *******
May 20th Thursday @ IN SPIR (also known as Ultra Sound Lounge) on Long Island, NY
check out the website
www.indulge-inc.com
http://www.indulge-inc.com/eflyer01.html
it's my own company and it will be alot of fun
May 20th Thursday @ IN SPIR (also known as Ultra Sound Lounge) on Long Island, NY
check out the website
www.indulge-inc.com
http://www.indulge-inc.com/eflyer01.html
it's my own company and it will be alot of fun
why is it when you think everthing is going good ....everything turns into crap. why can't things go as smooth as they are suppose to go.
My patternmaker is as ass. How do you make patterns and not realize that they don't line up right. the hems don't even match up...and it's not like they are only off by an inch ...we are talking like...
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My patternmaker is as ass. How do you make patterns and not realize that they don't line up right. the hems don't even match up...and it's not like they are only off by an inch ...we are talking like...
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broadwaybee:
You bet your ass pot is good. Dude, you should smoke with the BF and me....we BLAZE. Fun times! And you're in LI - where in LI? Details, woman!
carebear:
Nassau County Massapequa Park
Ok totally Stressed out over this whole fashion show and getting everything done in time for it all to be perfect.
It has to be perfect. i have spent an obseen amount of money already on all this, i am sooooo broke.
i love the fact that i have taken control over my career but yet at the same time i have no money until...
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It has to be perfect. i have spent an obseen amount of money already on all this, i am sooooo broke.
i love the fact that i have taken control over my career but yet at the same time i have no money until...
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I am working on details to have a fashion show on May 20th on Long Island
yeah yeah yeah
have to see how everything falls into place
yeah yeah yeah
have to see how everything falls into place
darkstryder:
Good luck wih that, I hope everything goes well. I can understand the pressure, I am working on starting my own business and have been running into more problems then I ever thought possible so I sympathize. 
It seems like everyone is always in a hurry. Hopefully people stay put long enough to read this!