programmed responses are eating away at my soul... I just don't know how to feel anymore... I'm tired of all of these fucking corporate enemas... 
e4:
I dont believe there is a predetermined way to feel an any point and time, so how could you ever "know" how to feel? Somebody commenting on your post is probably the last thing you wanted so I'll be on my way, you should comment back if you are not completely offended.
carcusgod:
of course there's never a right or wrong way to feel... but I do believe that our feelings have as much to do with our lives paths as much as our actions do... and I'm not so sure my instinctual feelings have been leading me in a positive direction... not such a bad thing per se... just feel I need to take inventory of my life... you know...