I am so excited!!! Sad a little bit that I can't party about it with friends nor with my babe @jazee, but i'm still waiting for it, naked in my bath, thinking about you guys! No pictures cause I also have a peel-off-mask drying on my face now (wich is not really sexy), but I am here with you! Surely going to post selfies tomorrow for all of you my dear followers ♥ I would also like to give a special thanks to @marilynlgphoto who helped me make part of this dream come true!
As some of you know, I have developped a panic disorder in the last month. Because of my anxiety and my overthinking, it made me lose a lot of things, and I almost lost you guys. But, friday I went to see a psychologist, wich understood me so quickly. She knew how much SG was important to me,and she told me I should never stop because it is truly who I am. Even if i'm stressed about my professional life, she said I would never be truly happy if I would abandon this dream of becoming an SG over a job I don't know if I'll like. She also motivated me into doing someting completely different but that I have been fighting with my father about: do my studies to become a veterinary nurse. I know some SG's are, so I'm sure I can become one too. Plus, I have a passion for animals. No wonder why I love my kitties (and pokemon...uh...) so much ♥
Well, all I wanted to say is thanks to you guys for supporting me through this and still be there with me. I hope you will like my set as much as I loved shooting ot back in June.
And to all the FFDP fans that are going to see it : I got your six! ^^
-xxx-
Caraphernelia
