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Today's Post: My view of me & Others view of me:

There are days i feel like wtf am i doing here...why didnt i kill myself years ago when i moved out of my motehrs house to live in the ghetto area of liberty city with a man that gave me clamyhdia when i was preg?(i spelled that wrong i know).

*people look at me...
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saya:
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I hope things are a little better...

Wow, that's somme tough stuff...

you're a strong lady. kiss
rics34:
stick in there unfortunately things do go upside down sometimes but it's the ride that gets wild when i comes back around and the darkness lightens up into a reality beyond the stars is a man and unfortunately for my fellow gender some are real low lifes and most of them will follow the others the good ones arent seen to rarely but when we do show it's like bam we make up for the other dickwipes
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Here is a math trick so unbelievable that it will stump you.

1. Grab a calculator (you won't be able to do this one in your head)
2. Key in the first three digits of your phone number (NOT the area code)
3. Multiply by 80
4. Add 1
5. Multiply by 250
6. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number
7. Add...
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dayva:
I'm such a dork, also busy procrastinating this damn paper, but that is weird surreal

kiss
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UPDATES....hmmmm.

New pics of me playing with webcam coming soon.

I dyed my hair black now what color do i put in front? (purple, mahogany, red, blue?) i think mahogany but not sure.

I HAVE THE BIGGEST CRUSHlove !!!!!!!!! ahhhh no talkie about it dont wanna jinx it.blush

but ill keep u informed biggrin

10-4 good buddy.
Caramel

PS happy belated april fools.....
(SMACKS ALL AROUND....more...
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dayva:
Aw crushes are nice. I'm glad you're happy kiss
saya:
I also like mahoganey...

put up pics, lady!

XOXO
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Stolen from: Joey

1.What time did you get up this morning? 6:00am

2. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Constatine

4. What is your favorite TV show? Vegas

5. What did you have for breakfast? a diet pill

6. What is your middle name? Shanta

7.What are you listening to right now?Some reggae mix my boy...
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saya:
Ooooh... the first one and the cherries are my faves...

I'm getting some cherries myself... Maybe on the sides of my boobs????

dayva:
I love the hummingbird. I thought about getting a hummingbird, but you know the pain thing stopped me. Good luck girlie smile
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Im such a fucking moron surreal

Why is it i seem to sabatoge every relationship?!? There is a great guy im talking to a realllllly great guy , but im jumping to conclusions and what not. frown

And if i had just calmed down and asked wtf instead of bitching i would feel stupid when i finally do calm down.

Why cant i let go of hat...
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dayva:
SLAP!

Relax hon, you can't let past fuck ups ruin whats happening now. I should take my own advice.

Hey! I want to get my nips done too! But the thought of pain has stopped me, as well as reading all the risks on bme. Shudder. I'm such a little bitch tongue
thafckisup:
its ok, I am in the same boat, my main problem is that i am so freaking shy half the time I never take the chance when I have it, just be cool and go with the flow, you will get urs hun
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Hey peoplezzzz, smile

Im feeling slightly better. Went out last night and had a good time just playing pool and watching strippers on a pole...lol

Found a couple nice apts...Hoping i can get a roommate so it can be in thier name cuz i cant have shit in mine. frown

Well off to finish laundry. Then do some shit b4 i go to work.

Byezzz
ooo aaa kiss
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thafckisup:
haha, im not even thinking of anything like that u naughty girl blush kiss



BUT IT WOULD WORK FOR ME!
dayva:
I'm glad you're feeling better. I can't help you out on the roommate thing, good luck finding one who isn't insane though smile
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My miao!! Tinky Died(its the beautiful black cat in my photos.)

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thafckisup:
awwwwwwwww*comforting everyway I can*
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Ok well....I didnt say much yesterday cuz i was mad still am. I am gonna look into waitressing at strip clubs or doing shooter girl if i can't get over the stage fright.

And as for the dieting...i could care less if people think im being foolish or w/e but it's my body therefore if i wanna torture it i can and will.

Work out...
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saya:
Ahhhh what's goin on?

I like the new pic?

Yeah, I got up on a stage ONCE and stagefright took over. I just wanted it to be over. So I switched to cocktailing at a club. I much prefered it. You can still talk and flirt and work it, but it's a little easier on the soul than dancing. (At least, it was for me.) Good luck with that. It's a good way to make some money.

I feel you on the diet thing. But seriously I think exercise is more important that a stricstrict diet. I'm not preachin! You know there's nothing but love for you here! XOXOXOX
saya:
There's gotta be someplace!

What about one of those small ads in the back of the new times or something? Aren't they usually under-the-table? You could be a phone girl. Or do internet chat room stuff.. check in the girls only group, there are all kinds of threads on that.

I wish I could help! kiss

Hope you're doing ok
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YAY SAYA is one of my fav SG girls....i swear imma run into her one day on SOBE and drag her into a alley and have my way with her...hehe love






ooo aaa kiss
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dayva:
ha, not unless I beat you to it wink saya is awesome
thafckisup:
haha I get (not so)sloppy secondswink