Monday Apr 04, 2005

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Today's Post: My view of me & Others view of me:

There are days i feel like wtf am i doing here...why didnt i kill myself years ago when i moved out of my motehrs house to live in the ghetto area of liberty city with a man that gave me clamyhdia when i was preg?(i spelled that wrong i know).

*people look at me and say wow look at you..you have your mom, your retty, you have a geat son, blah blah blah.

All i see if the my oldest son doesnt know who i am cuz he has Ceberal Palsey and i lost him becuz i was accused of causing it...a second son that perfers my motehr becuz the first year of his life i was in jail becuz of the first(i lost the case)....nothing of my own but some clothes in a closet...

There are still days(more often then none) that i sit on the bathroom floor or fall asleep on the bathroom floor crying and wishing i dont wake up..... frown

Oh well.

10-4 goodbuddy

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saya:
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I hope things are a little better...

Wow, that's somme tough stuff...

you're a strong lady. kiss
rics34:
stick in there unfortunately things do go upside down sometimes but it's the ride that gets wild when i comes back around and the darkness lightens up into a reality beyond the stars is a man and unfortunately for my fellow gender some are real low lifes and most of them will follow the others the good ones arent seen to rarely but when we do show it's like bam we make up for the other dickwipes

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