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Thanks to everyone who's been so good to me, I'm so grateful, you all rock!

I went to the airport to pick him up Friday and he's sober, sorted out, on medication and seems rather humbled and a wiser person, I think things could possibly work out but I don't want to get my hopes up. Pills and no booze are delicate ties to sanity and I realise that my life could once again be plunged into turmoil, but if I want to be with him those are risks I have to accept. But he needs me to be strong so I will be.

I will be around, of course, and talking about more fun and frivolous things, such as the fact I found 'Savage Islands' with Tommy Lee Jones on video, and it was brilliant, great swashbuckling fun, and that it's a countdown today of 19days till braces day, and that I can't wait for the next episode of Lost, cos the last E4 one was so good! But I'm in pensive mood right now, so I'll just chill out, read the papers and enjoy the sunshine.