captspaz

I think I might be having a nervous breakdown, or becoming depressed... something. I lost my job, and I feel like I'm ruining our lives. I hate uncertainty. I have medical bills, credit card payments, not to mention a powerful need to eat sometime this month. I've got no cash flow, and I feel like it's destroying our relationship since he has to provide everything at the moment. My car's brake system went out as well, so I also have no money to fix that either. I feel so helpless. I don't know... I keep hoping that one of these times I check my etsy I'll have a new order, but it's just not happening. At least then I'd have some money to live... I hate this feeling. I haven't cried this much in a long, long time...