captspaz

I'm actually feeling a bit better... emotionally anyways... still sick like crazy. I'm gonna try to find green hair dye tomorrow so that I can be the awesome for St. Patrick's Day <3 I'm gonna be in SOOOOOO much green ^_^ Captain McAwesome Pants still looks better in that damned hat than I do... maybe I can persuade a pic of him in it if I get to see him again... oh wait... he's gotta get the car... so there's that... yeah. That car better not be better than mine lol.

more thoughts...

I can't wait til I can actually get my apartment <3 I'm going to start doing so many things again... like playing bass. I need to learn to play again dammit! and acoustic... that's gonna be my passion, I just know it. Ima start gaming again <3 (besides D&D... won't stop that haha)... gonna lose the winter weight and perhaps a little more & take some modeling offers up... Do some more security... get the Tyler to come stay with me all the time... and the miss Jesse will get to stay with me at least a month... I can't wait... <3

...let the sun shine again...