captspaz

I had the best day ever followed by the worst day ever followed by the most ADHD day ever... I might blog about it, but I'm exhausted now >_< I'm really starting to worry about Neil... nite kids... oh yeah, happy birthday Kurtis (exfiance), happy april fools everyone else *too tired to prank*

Also... I wanna have sex really badly.... but... I want to sleep......
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I loves the Timberfaerie <3 you give me the nicest comments ^_^

Today was Bubby's birthday <3 he's 19 ^_^ He doesn't really celebrate his birthday, so I just took him out with me and we ate chinese *shrugs* it was our fave resteraunt though ^_^

I saw Capt. McAwesome Pants online yesterday, but didn't hear from him... but at least I'm not worried anymore......
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So... I'm all better!!! ^__^ My ankle is fine & I'm finally not sick now! WOOHOO! I also finally got to go to Edenburgh and got me some undies, yo! ... and a shirt that says "I love mutliple organisms" ^_^ and some rubber duckies that are aweome O_O lol. Anyways... I'm better. HOWEVER, I'm worried about Captain McAwesome Pants b/c I haven't heard from...
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Happy St. Patricks Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Too bad I've got no drinkin' buddies ^_^ meh... won't keep me from being my Irish self... <333

I'm actually feeling a bit better... emotionally anyways... still sick like crazy. I'm gonna try to find green hair dye tomorrow so that I can be the awesome for St. Patrick's Day <3 I'm gonna be in SOOOOOO much green ^_^ Captain McAwesome Pants still looks better in that damned hat than I do... maybe I can persuade a pic of him in it if...
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It's finally raining. I just want to sit out in the rain and let it fall all over my body until there isn't an inch of me left dry... but since I have a sinus infection, I can't... so I showered instead...

...let the water run red, darling....

It's amazing how much can come flooding back in an instant from a smell... no matter how...
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So... one of my best friends killed herself and didn't even tell me she was going to do it... I feel so helpless... I feel like I should have seen it coming... I feel so lost... She always came to me with everything I thought... I love her so much, I just can't believe she would do that... *sigh* Alicia never really was very stable...
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*stewing in my own thoughts*

*exasperated sigh*
... Too many thoughts just swimming in my head... At the end of everything, I'm just confused (nothing new)... I'm just staring at the cursor blinking at me, awaiting my next move, urging me to type my next thought... but nothing comes. Do I throw away my concerns and dive in head first, or do I test the...
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So much for being abstinent >_> I don't want him to go back... *sigh* It's ok... I'm finding him a car ^_^ well... I JUST found him a car... that was fast O_O

Anyways.... last night was a blast.. it's been so long since I got to cause a little general chaos... just being a minor annoyance i guess. Named someone mutton joint, haha. So...
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Today was fantastic. I've missed the warm weather GREATLY. I can't believe I'm even inside right now, I long to go out all night and enjoy it... AGH I'm SO excited for the warm up!!!! <3333333333333333333 EEEEE!!!!! I had so much fun today, though I was helping someone move haha <3