It's not 70 degrees outside anymore. It's now 33. Note to self: Before you start complaining about it being too warm for December weather, perhaps you should buy a bigger, puffier coat. 
Still cleaning. Still decorating for X-Mas. Still not X-Mas shopping. Still wishing I'd find a shitload of money to go X-Mas shopping.
I haven't heard back about the job I applied for, but the woman pretty much assured me it was mine for the taking. She just hasn't made it "official" yet.
We don't have a Christmas tree as of right now. Since my mom made my step-dad demon spawn move out, we haven't had any money. I'm getting tired of eating chicken noodle soup and pizza bites. I'm starting to wish I hadn't quit my job waiting tables, but at the same time I know I had to. I was running to the bathroom every twenty minutes to throw up. A chronic illness isn't something you play around with.
I'm no stranger to being poor. I've lived my whole life in dumpy trailers. The only reason we live in an actual house now is because my grandmaw had a stroke a couple years ago, and we had to move in to take care of her.
I'm not complaining really, it's just frustrating. My mom is currently back in college so she can get a good job. And I'll be employed soon with a job that doesn't make me vomit.
Everything will be ok. I come from a long line of poverty stricken mountain people, and we always make it through. My aunt Sandy Kay taught me how to make an entire meal from scratch, just using a woodstove. Which means we won't starve if they cut our electricity off.
I still have two months left on my SG account, so hopefully I'll have money to pay for it when the time comes to pay for it again.
Fuckin' hell why do all my journals end up so depressing? Oh well, that's honestly just the state of things in my life right now.
Good news though: "Lost" comes on tonight. So really, if you were saying to yourself, "I've missed a lot of the episodes, so what's the point of tuning in now?" Well behold, they're showing reruns starting with the first episode tonight at 8 on ABC. That leaves you just enough time to join my Lost group. Hurry. Before the novelty wears off.
Edited to add:
This picture of "The Hermit" really needs to be tattooed on my body. Like, really soon.
Still cleaning. Still decorating for X-Mas. Still not X-Mas shopping. Still wishing I'd find a shitload of money to go X-Mas shopping.
I haven't heard back about the job I applied for, but the woman pretty much assured me it was mine for the taking. She just hasn't made it "official" yet.
We don't have a Christmas tree as of right now. Since my mom made my step-dad demon spawn move out, we haven't had any money. I'm getting tired of eating chicken noodle soup and pizza bites. I'm starting to wish I hadn't quit my job waiting tables, but at the same time I know I had to. I was running to the bathroom every twenty minutes to throw up. A chronic illness isn't something you play around with.
I'm no stranger to being poor. I've lived my whole life in dumpy trailers. The only reason we live in an actual house now is because my grandmaw had a stroke a couple years ago, and we had to move in to take care of her.
I'm not complaining really, it's just frustrating. My mom is currently back in college so she can get a good job. And I'll be employed soon with a job that doesn't make me vomit.
Everything will be ok. I come from a long line of poverty stricken mountain people, and we always make it through. My aunt Sandy Kay taught me how to make an entire meal from scratch, just using a woodstove. Which means we won't starve if they cut our electricity off.
I still have two months left on my SG account, so hopefully I'll have money to pay for it when the time comes to pay for it again.
Fuckin' hell why do all my journals end up so depressing? Oh well, that's honestly just the state of things in my life right now.
Good news though: "Lost" comes on tonight. So really, if you were saying to yourself, "I've missed a lot of the episodes, so what's the point of tuning in now?" Well behold, they're showing reruns starting with the first episode tonight at 8 on ABC. That leaves you just enough time to join my Lost group. Hurry. Before the novelty wears off.
Edited to add:
This picture of "The Hermit" really needs to be tattooed on my body. Like, really soon.
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