I think four words can sum up how I'm feeling lately:The worst is over. Of course I could be wrong but only time will tell. My life still seems really crazy right now, but oh well, it's more interesting that way I suppose. So there's really nothing to do now but just keep on living. I'm not so worried anymore, but that too could just be a phase. well, not much else to say, later 
Thank you for the group and the ability to talk about everthing.
Maybe someday, the sun will shine again for longer than a day.
Txakur Gorri