captknutz

random lines from random songs flash through my head like big bright neon signs. The two that are going through my head the most are one from a Henry Rollins song: "You secretly win every time that ya lose, when you're passive aggressive, distortion blues" and one from an Alkaline trio: "it's kinda funny how something so soothing could be interupted by the ring of a telephone"

This all really just means nothing, so maybe I should just think it and not say it, but fuck it, I promise this entry gets more interesting.

So Jessica again refer to pictures or my previous journal entry on her, came down and stayed here for the weekend, which it was nice to have another adult around here for once. We went out on Sunday and I got so piss wasted I ended up pissing off pretty much everyone cause I'm a buffoon. It put me in a very curious mood yesterday.

In other news I think the ex is spying on me, and no I'm not being paranoid, cause I do have good reason to believe so. Other than that Jessica may be moving in for a while cause she has no where else to go, I don't pay any rent and have an extra room, so in exchange I'll be getting free housekeeping and cooking and she'll get a free place to live for a while, which from where I stand is a pretty good trade cause I get pretty lonely around here anyway.

The weekend was real wierd cause it reminded me of what it was like to have a woman in the house again(even if we are just freinds) One of those things that once you notice it you can't un-notice it.

Well, I'll quit wasting your time, later