captknutz

Not much goin on now, just got through my last weekend of no responsibility before I go back to work Work sucks, anways, been continuing to fell very aggresive lately Which is odd, cause I don't ever remember felling this aggresive in my life. I've decided its not so much angry as previously suspected, more aggresive is how I'd describe it. Been trying to take advantage of it though as normally I am mr. depression or just a scared little bitch which prevents me from accomplishing anything worth while with the only exception being my book, in which case I do my best work when I'm mr. depresion.
Friday night I didn't have a good night cause I suddenly got this terrible felling that something was wrong with my kids, but nothing was I was just being paranoid, which is about the only break I been geting from the aggresive phase.
Saturday night(last night) went to a show:The Mansfields, doing a Joey ramone birthday bash, which I had fun in the pit, despite some assholes who seem to think the pit is there to start fights and trample people. Then went to my freind Q's for a while, which was boring.
Been seeing the movies secretary and Donnie Darko on HBO a lot lately, adjusted my current crush accordingly.
Starting to get impatient again. I just don't seem to be getting any farther along with anything. Oh well


Song of the day:
Alkaline Trio-This could be love
"I got a book of matches. I got a can of kerosene. I got some bad ideas, involving you and me.
I don't blame you for walkin away, I touch myself at thoughts of flames. I shat the bed, I laid there in it, thinkin of you wide awake for days"