HATE, ANGER, HOPE AND WAITING
So the past few days have been interesting. It was a busy week and I mainly just worked. I was working for the weekend. On Friday it was just another day at work, just another day except this new boss I have continued to piss me off as always. Then at the beginning of shift on Saturday he crossed the line for the last time and yelled at me in front of my subordinates(for like the 5th time). So I got belligerent back and yelled at him back in front of my subordinates. That really wasn't a good idea, not because he wrote me up for it or yelled at me, no, but because I had to have like a fucking two hour meeting with him about it, which accomplished nothing at all. This guy just loves to have meetings and talks, like at least three a damn shift. He does this so much that it's hard for me to do my damn job because of all of them.
So during that meeting he asked why I snapped at him and I basically told him I'm tired of his shit and he shouldn't snap at me. He tried telling me that he was completely justified and that if I was more of an asshole like him people would respect me more. I told him that was bullshit and that none of the troops respect him, they just placate him to get rid of his ass. He just completely ignored everything that I said. By that point I was so pissed off I just wanted to not be around the guy for a while so I could calm down, but the bastard was doing one of those things where he knew he pissed me off really bad and was trying to be my best friend.
Other than that, I told the penpal(this girl who is in Iraq now that I've been writing to) that I am supposed to be sent in February. And she was upset because she said that I was the one person she wanted to see when she got back. So now I'm just hoping that I get to see her before we are supposed to leave. I am now sure that I have some definate feelings for her and have been thinking about her a lot since. What those feelings are and where they lead if anywhere are to be seen. All I can do now on that one is just wait and hope.
So the past few days have been interesting. It was a busy week and I mainly just worked. I was working for the weekend. On Friday it was just another day at work, just another day except this new boss I have continued to piss me off as always. Then at the beginning of shift on Saturday he crossed the line for the last time and yelled at me in front of my subordinates(for like the 5th time). So I got belligerent back and yelled at him back in front of my subordinates. That really wasn't a good idea, not because he wrote me up for it or yelled at me, no, but because I had to have like a fucking two hour meeting with him about it, which accomplished nothing at all. This guy just loves to have meetings and talks, like at least three a damn shift. He does this so much that it's hard for me to do my damn job because of all of them.
So during that meeting he asked why I snapped at him and I basically told him I'm tired of his shit and he shouldn't snap at me. He tried telling me that he was completely justified and that if I was more of an asshole like him people would respect me more. I told him that was bullshit and that none of the troops respect him, they just placate him to get rid of his ass. He just completely ignored everything that I said. By that point I was so pissed off I just wanted to not be around the guy for a while so I could calm down, but the bastard was doing one of those things where he knew he pissed me off really bad and was trying to be my best friend.
Other than that, I told the penpal(this girl who is in Iraq now that I've been writing to) that I am supposed to be sent in February. And she was upset because she said that I was the one person she wanted to see when she got back. So now I'm just hoping that I get to see her before we are supposed to leave. I am now sure that I have some definate feelings for her and have been thinking about her a lot since. What those feelings are and where they lead if anywhere are to be seen. All I can do now on that one is just wait and hope.
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Any type of cd you'd like? I'll try get it out early next week.
I'm also planning on working on a cd full of my fave girl poppy tunes by The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Oohlas, etc. I might send you out a copy of that one.