if today was a fruit is would a be a grapefruit. yes a grapefruit.
i feel broken, not in some lame meloncholy look at me im suicidal way just in a god how i just want to sleep, enter a coma for a month and awake to problems having solved themselves, way. the weights are piling around my ankles and im tiring out soon i won't be able to kepe this head above water. god i need to kick...
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madi:
I wrote this when I was broken. Maybe it will help, however you need it.
Hate, Fear, love, and longing
Tangled, strangled in a heartless spiders web,
Empty, silent, alone, and still
A vacant room, a motionless body
Bursting to scream unspoken emotions
Dark, cold, damp, and dead
No light, no sound, no will to live
Grey eyes, swollen and weary from acid tears,
Stare blankly into the stale darkness
In hope of something real, anything,
A light, to lift this cloud of loathing
All inspired by the lack of
Hate, Fear, love, and longing
Tangled, strangled in a heartless spiders web,
Empty, silent, alone, and still
A vacant room, a motionless body
Bursting to scream unspoken emotions
Dark, cold, damp, and dead
No light, no sound, no will to live
Grey eyes, swollen and weary from acid tears,
Stare blankly into the stale darkness
In hope of something real, anything,
A light, to lift this cloud of loathing
All inspired by the lack of
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so it turned out to be anothe rbullshit birfday. drama stacked on top of drama. blah blah blah i hate sounding sorry for myself so here is something else. a stream of consciousness.
this is what i want this is the sweet escape of coke lines and razor blades shaping harden moments into better tomorrows today i feel lost but maps have been drawn along...
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this is what i want this is the sweet escape of coke lines and razor blades shaping harden moments into better tomorrows today i feel lost but maps have been drawn along...
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madi:
Is it your birthday? If so sorry it sucked.
I love the way you write, beautiful, but sad.
I wanted to ask you, what is your real name?
Isn't the sword of damocles an myth about a sword hanging by a strand of hair?
Tell me, I'm curious now.
I love the way you write, beautiful, but sad.
I wanted to ask you, what is your real name?
Isn't the sword of damocles an myth about a sword hanging by a strand of hair?
Tell me, I'm curious now.
captblacktoe:
oh my fucking god i am a bad speller, i think i just struggle to keep up with thought.
so it's officially my birthday. the only thing that is gonna get me through another one is whiskey, a couple of good cigars, and a little bukowski mixed with celena glenn..
Celena Glenn-
i feel like chicken tonight
grease fried in this bread and butter life
Celena Glenn-
i feel like chicken tonight
grease fried in this bread and butter life
amphetamine:
Happy birthday! Mmm, whiskey.
random memory.
I remember holding kev's foot headlamp falling off razor blade clutched between canines, searching for cactus needles trapped by his inability to wear anything but sandals. flames licking my back fingers sliding over his callused heels wishing he was a she and this foot was soft much softer. the cry of drunkards echoing through the night dying for my tent and maybe someone...
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I remember holding kev's foot headlamp falling off razor blade clutched between canines, searching for cactus needles trapped by his inability to wear anything but sandals. flames licking my back fingers sliding over his callused heels wishing he was a she and this foot was soft much softer. the cry of drunkards echoing through the night dying for my tent and maybe someone...
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atalanta:
Thank you for your comments. You make very good points. The truth is, I dont know what I would do in the face of violence. I haven't ever been put in a truely dangerous situation. I guess you never know untill you are tested.
atalanta:
what are you frustrated about? I would love to see what poems you wanted to share
I slit my wrists and bleed words upon the page
To make more personal messages
Like SOS signs from friends who main line liquid skies
Lost in boiling seas that fill spoons
Looking longingly from rim to rim
I understand thats far too great a distance
To swim all at once
But every shot drops you back in the middle
To swim in a different...
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To make more personal messages
Like SOS signs from friends who main line liquid skies
Lost in boiling seas that fill spoons
Looking longingly from rim to rim
I understand thats far too great a distance
To swim all at once
But every shot drops you back in the middle
To swim in a different...
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so here's my question what do you think is worse wanting to end something or wanting to keep it going in the face of anger and the distance between to people when you are touching.
so fuck all the meloncholy bullshit shit. any mother fucker who insults you day in and out, who blames you for shit in your past that you have already made amends with, who dares to fuck you for something that they do everyday, can take their fucking self rightiousness shape that shbit into a bloody perfect crown and fucking shove it up their god damn...
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i say the greatest things today first a pizza in a tree, it made me laugh. second written on the bathroom wall
"how is your hope today?" that is the best questions i have ever heard.
"how is your hope today?" that is the best questions i have ever heard.
so i just got off the phone with my boy and realized i've almost died about thirty four times this year now should feel really good about m aking it through each or should i start to fear number thrity eight or fourty when suddenly almost isn't in the equation. its rough being so damn adventurous, and having a rough job, and living in a...
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missshell:
don/t go and die on us..
that/d be horrible.
play safe mr.
that/d be horrible.
play safe mr.
[Edited on Feb 07, 2006 7:47PM]