Monday Feb 06, 2006

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i feel broken, not in some lame meloncholy look at me im suicidal way just in a god how i just want to sleep, enter a coma for a month and awake to problems having solved themselves, way. the weights are piling around my ankles and im tiring out soon i won't be able to kepe this head above water. god i need to kick off some problems tell other people i can't keep carrying their shit and hope they can help themselves. the thing is i don't even feel like i'm helping anymore, i just feel there, trapped in mutli person loneliness. has anyone else ever just felt like they have put themselves aside for soo long they forgot how be first?
madi:
I wrote this when I was broken. Maybe it will help, however you need it.

Hate, Fear, love, and longing
Tangled, strangled in a heartless spiders web,
Empty, silent, alone, and still
A vacant room, a motionless body
Bursting to scream unspoken emotions
Dark, cold, damp, and dead
No light, no sound, no will to live
Grey eyes, swollen and weary from acid tears,
Stare blankly into the stale darkness
In hope of something real, anything,
A light, to lift this cloud of loathing
All inspired by the lack of

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