captblacktoe

so here's my question what do you think is worse wanting to end something or wanting to keep it going in the face of anger and the distance between to people when you are touching.

so fuck all the meloncholy bullshit shit. any mother fucker who insults you day in and out, who blames you for shit in your past that you have already made amends with, who dares to fuck you for something that they do everyday, can take their fucking self rightiousness shape that shbit into a bloody perfect crown and fucking shove it up their god damn...
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i say the greatest things today first a pizza in a tree, it made me laugh. second written on the bathroom wall
"how is your hope today?" that is the best questions i have ever heard.

so i just got off the phone with my boy and realized i've almost died about thirty four times this year now should feel really good about m aking it through each or should i start to fear number thrity eight or fourty when suddenly almost isn't in the equation. its rough being so damn adventurous, and having a rough job, and living in a...
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oh so in other news i got run over by a truck with no one driving. it just slip down a hill of iced and pinned me to another truck. thank god for hitch posts or i'd have no legs.

how the fuck can someone get mad that your giving them additude when they are screaming and insulting you? if you stand up for yourself and do so without straight forward teling someone to fuck off then why are you at fault? if i was a real dick i wouldn't hold anything back and just talk to her like she does to me, tll her...
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there are these moments when you think " is this is really my life, what next" i don't know which makes me feel worse that when i was in arelationship i asked that alot or that only when it has ended do have i taken a step towards changing it. why do we fall into rhythms or laziness when we see ever answer a foot...
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so i'm trying to kill all my time away from classes at the shop so if anyone wants some work drop aline i'll give my fellow sg members abit of a break.

this will not be a poem just some free thought -----------

I cant take this song anymore cant keep screaming the same words in crazied emotional turmoils cant take this moment when skies open and I am left waiting for the rain waiting for a moment of vainity to cloud the smile on her lips I need a break in the storms that pollute her...
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i can't stand not knowing where you stand with someone. if it is over for good let it be over for good, if i know i can't EVER be with someone i will not get trapped in the memory. but when it goes abck and forth back and forth, when you pack and unpack every memory every physical reminder i feel like you're slowly dismantling...
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