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royersford PA

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Monday Jan 03, 2005

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i need to do somethink. i know i need to do something. i need to quit my job, and get away from here for awhile, if not for good. so, why can't i just do it. do i prefer misery over happiness? because last time i checked i seemed to enjoy happiness more, yep, it's a fact, i do enjoy happiness over misery. i've made too many stupid chopices and now i have too much debt and i am literally stuck where i am right now cuz i can't afford to go anywhere else and it is the worst feeling in the world. what am i supposed to do from here?
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severus:
Thanks for your words, hugs. It's really not easy to cope here, but we just try to... even if it feels like we are most sleeping, reading, eating, sleeping, trying to get out... but there isnt much energy here. I dont know what to do, I must try to start with some school task I must hand in in a couple of weeks... what are you doing friend?
Jan 4, 2005
severus:
That's totally hot you know that! kiss
Jan 4, 2005

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