I'm gonna bitch, so you might want to look away.




So two weeks ago I had a job interview where I was told the job was mine all I had to do was call them this week to set up a time to come in for orientation. It was for a security company, the job would be in Lansing, first shift, no weekends, sounded great. Well it turns out that the place I was going to be posted at signed a 60-day contract with another security company while they renegotiated with the place that was going to hire me. Still with me? So, they still want me for the job, but it could be 2 months before the position is available.

I stopped looking for a job because I had a guaranteed job with this company. Problem is I cant wait 2 months for a job. Im so fucking pissed off right now all I want to do hit something. And yes I know that wont help, but I dont care.

For the first time in a long time I actually started looking forward to the future. I started thinking about getting my life back on track. Now, Im back to square one, almost broke, and about a month and a half away away from being homeless.

I should have got the fuck out of this state when I had the money to do it. There were reasons why I stayed, but once I start living out of my car I doubt they are really going to matter.