I am so through with this shit.
On a positive note, I only took pain killers for 36 hours after surgery, and I am walking again (with a brace). The screws they took are are wicked huge and I still feel like shit.
Update:
I just was thinking about emotion and music, specifically metal. And I realized that I when I am screaming all I need is a finger push to send me into tears and a complete break down. Every fucking time.
I have a problem with crying, I don't cry very often. There has been many times in my life where I just want to bawl my eyes out for no particular reason, just to let it all out, and I can't. I can get everything up to the tears, but no tears will fall. The last time I cried was when I got in a big argument with my mother, and other than that, I can't really say.
So come on. Love me. Use me. And rip my breating heart out of my chest and nail it on your wall. Just make me feel something.
On a positive note, I only took pain killers for 36 hours after surgery, and I am walking again (with a brace). The screws they took are are wicked huge and I still feel like shit.
Update:
I just was thinking about emotion and music, specifically metal. And I realized that I when I am screaming all I need is a finger push to send me into tears and a complete break down. Every fucking time.
I have a problem with crying, I don't cry very often. There has been many times in my life where I just want to bawl my eyes out for no particular reason, just to let it all out, and I can't. I can get everything up to the tears, but no tears will fall. The last time I cried was when I got in a big argument with my mother, and other than that, I can't really say.
So come on. Love me. Use me. And rip my breating heart out of my chest and nail it on your wall. Just make me feel something.
stormy:
i could be an emo goth rocker, AFI/davey havok style.
twinkie_chainsaw:
Good luck keepin your drugs away from your mom, that sucks by the way. Uhhh... Your on your own w/the crying nit, personally i don't want to see it. You should save your screw though. I have some screws and pins from my shoulder/wrist surgery way back in... '90 I think. holy shit, that was 13 fuckin' years ago, shit I'm old!!!!!