captaincolorado

fucking rock.
tonight i sat in a diner for 4 hours bymyself. drank uncountable cups of coffee, wrote a little, drew a little, and read Johnny the Homicidal Maniac: Directors Cut cover to cover. i just about creamed myself. if you have not read it, do yourself a favor and do.

now i am listening to bach's toccata & fugue in D minor, and starting to gather ideas to write some more.

eventual lyrics::

as i pass beneath this tree, a leaf lands in my hand.
i feel its pain because we share the same destiny.
but unlike thee, which will be born again in the spring,
i will fade from existance. this matinee tears my skin!
my emotions appear as faded black lines
drawn on an over stretched canvas.
these faded black lines take the shape of
a dull razor blade!
death inflicting slits on these prosthetic wrists,
how long will these wounds bleed?
crows springing forth from these plastic fingertips
twenty-seven black crows perched upon my shoulders!
with one blast from the shotgun
all lie dead at my feet.
i stand unscathed by the volition,
empty shell in my hand.
these pseudo wounds are gone,
no scars! no regrets!

http://killjennifer.com is starting to take temporary shape. go there now.