Confusion surrounds me and my interactions with long time friend and object of lust from highschool 
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i a sophomore in college in a different state, she a senior in my old highschool...i've known her since her first year of highschool and she has always been a really fun person to hang around.
Honestly, i've never known a girl that was as amused with my attempts at cleavage football as i was (most would totally kick my ass for even mentioning aiming a shot of ice between the boobs in a low cut shirt).
Plus her being bisexual makes for hours of fun of me and a good female friend talking bout how hot various other females are (may sound immature...but its my kind of immature).
I had liked her since i saw her, but resigned to being the friend since she had the same boyfriend for as long as i knew her. She broke up with that guy and was with someone new before i knew it...whatever, no issues...
but when this guy dropped her she happened to be hanging out with me one night that had a very "more than friends" vibe the entire night...
such as twizzler fishing down her shirt during the movie (i am always fascinated with the contents of her shirt)
later that night she admits she likes me and good affection is shown....my break from college happened to end after that day, and after a few weeks she was back with the dumbass from before.
There has been this more than friends move since then, hung out alot during the summer...i finally decided to see what we were, to ask if she still liked me more than a friend and to say that i like her like that...
but i haven't seen her since i decided to do that, she totally bailed on hanging out with me before i left for college this year, she has been busy on every trip home i've had since then.
my head hurts...
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i a sophomore in college in a different state, she a senior in my old highschool...i've known her since her first year of highschool and she has always been a really fun person to hang around.
Honestly, i've never known a girl that was as amused with my attempts at cleavage football as i was (most would totally kick my ass for even mentioning aiming a shot of ice between the boobs in a low cut shirt).
Plus her being bisexual makes for hours of fun of me and a good female friend talking bout how hot various other females are (may sound immature...but its my kind of immature).
I had liked her since i saw her, but resigned to being the friend since she had the same boyfriend for as long as i knew her. She broke up with that guy and was with someone new before i knew it...whatever, no issues...
but when this guy dropped her she happened to be hanging out with me one night that had a very "more than friends" vibe the entire night...
such as twizzler fishing down her shirt during the movie (i am always fascinated with the contents of her shirt)
later that night she admits she likes me and good affection is shown....my break from college happened to end after that day, and after a few weeks she was back with the dumbass from before.
There has been this more than friends move since then, hung out alot during the summer...i finally decided to see what we were, to ask if she still liked me more than a friend and to say that i like her like that...
but i haven't seen her since i decided to do that, she totally bailed on hanging out with me before i left for college this year, she has been busy on every trip home i've had since then.
my head hurts...