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captain_dusty

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Sunday Jan 08, 2006

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Wow I cant believe it has been so long since I updated...

I just cant seem to find the time to get online anymore, which is good for several reasons, but I also miss reading the journals which makes it hard.

I sold my bodyboard the other week, and bought myself a surfboard, after 16 years I thought it was time to grow up a little and learn to kick it with the big kids.

So going from something that I was good at, to something that I completely blow balls at was a bit crushing for the ego, but its still good to be in the water.

Today I am sitting a little closer to the Aloe Vera and the Air-con but it was all worth it, the stoke you get from learning a little more each time reminds me of when I first started out bodyboarding, and after only two weeks I already hate bodyboarders!!!

"If I say its safe to surf this beach Captain, then its safe to surf this beach. I mean I'm not afraid to surf this place, I'll surf this whole fucking place" - Kilgore (Apocalypse Now) skull
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morgannahh:
hey....well i go in with my eyes open, so i have no excuse for the shitty decisions i make...self destructive is my only defense..wink

how are you? kiss
Jan 14, 2006
morgannahh:
Well i was so looking forward to the end of 05 that...i expected 06 to be better! It is not...

I wish i had a life in order to ignore SG more..

I still have ridiculous $ problems, trying to sort that out but its lookin more like bankrupcy at this point.

Made new rules in my life to try to evade hurting myself emotionally anymore, i've stuck to them but...i still feel so drained...and lonely...

I want to move to melb but not even sure i can do that, all i know is it will just get worse where i am so, ive gotta go...

God i'm always so cheerful aren't i blush Its sad, but the last time i felt good was because of a boy, and then he left. I guess i just need some real affection for once.

sorry for the ramble...can u tell i have issues...haha...

Do you think you'll be going to the m/ball? Or maybe the Burlesque tour? kiss
Jan 14, 2006

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