coffee smoke time!
yesterday I found out that the person (My mom's aunt) who I thought was going to die, died monday night. We have to go to her funeral tonight.
I hate funerals. All the creepy people in my family crawl out from under their rocks and pretend they care.
I also hate dressing up.
With everything that has been going on in my life I have been feeling kinda like anything can hit me now and it wouldn't really matter. I'm here and that's it. I just hate feeling so blah. I feel like everything has lost its magic nothing is sacred anymore nothing is special.
oh well....
fortune cookie of the day: must go to mother inlaws at 11'o'clock.
-deez-
yesterday I found out that the person (My mom's aunt) who I thought was going to die, died monday night. We have to go to her funeral tonight.
I hate funerals. All the creepy people in my family crawl out from under their rocks and pretend they care.
I also hate dressing up.
With everything that has been going on in my life I have been feeling kinda like anything can hit me now and it wouldn't really matter. I'm here and that's it. I just hate feeling so blah. I feel like everything has lost its magic nothing is sacred anymore nothing is special.
oh well....
fortune cookie of the day: must go to mother inlaws at 11'o'clock.
-deez-VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
toxickiss:
yea I agree on what you say about the funerals thing. Sorry to hear bout your aunt. Ive been workin like a mofo in Sleezside so if you end up going there for any reason stop by Union Jacks (across from Jack and Bills bar...on the Sawmill side of the boardwalk) I usually work at the cig stand or candy stand. Say Hi damn it. Or just ask for Ashley and they'll direct you to wherever I am. haha.
piercedvixen:
yea dude everything is kosher just venting ..