Sunday May 18, 2003

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Dear Diary,

Ok my weekend was going well... smile

Then bad... frown

Then Good smile

Then it went to SHIT and I mean shit. frown

I will be leaving my house to go somewhere??? tomorrow.. My wife said that I have to leave, that she needs her time alone, time to do what she wants without Emily and I. After I questioned this she told me it is b/c she is not sure if she wants to be married anymore. So I ask more and learn that dating other people and if there is a marriage still it will possibly be an open marriage...She doesn't want our daughter or me. She has made it possible for Emily to stay at her parents house. "So where do I go?" you say. Hmm good question six people live in my parents house and not to sure about that one. So deez will be out in the cold pretty soon. frown With no time of return.

So there is my interesting weekend story I hope you all found it as thrilling as I have. I did go to New Hope and take pictures but I don't think I will get too much of a chance to upload them.

any offerings, prizes, or other consolation gifts for the loser of the day may be sent to - bcgillet@optonline.net -

Hope that everyone had a better weekend then I.

Keeping my spirits up whatever

Respectfully yours,

-deez- blackeyed
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siv:
frown frown hope everything turns out okay...not that it's even slightly as awful, but adam and i have been having some troubles as well (boyfriend). why does this damn cohabitation thang have to be so, er, (dammit, i can't say this without conjuring up that devil woman LaVigne) "complicated." tongue
alisa:
kiss kiss kiss

if i didn't live so far away you could bring your girl and come stay with us..but don't be stupid!!! if she's going to treat you like shit then get what belongs to you. i read your board post and someone on there said it best:

if she wants so much time alone let her leave. does she pay all the bills? is it her house or both of yours? you have rights, esp. when it comes to your daughter. with her current behavior you won't have to fight hard to prove to a judge that you deserve to have custody of your daughter and she should pay you child support!

gotta go to bed it's almost 1am and i'm so done
hope it gets better and i hope you start standing up for yourself and stop letting her push you around. you're the one that's been honoring your vows and want to stay committed to this relationship you should be the one in control..

that is unless you cheated on her or neglected her in some way emotionally or physically. you don't seem the abusive type at all actually quite the opposite. you seem so very gentle when talking about your daughter and your feelings. so i don't know what her problem is. too bad she didn't have a journal on here then we could know her side of it, too. because she might be going through something that she can't seem to share with you. that or she's just a selfish brat.

i don't know...i'm torn..i love you but i want to know the whole story before i pass judgement on someone i've never "met"~~you know?

stay strong...that's an order tongue
alisa

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