Friday 
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admitourmistakes:
Deez, haven't been online lately. I'm worried *pouty face*
r_dominique:
now sunday.
Hey look it's Thursday!
I don't have anything to say today. I feel shitty. Not sick, just bummed. I can't be down forever.
Cheer Up Charlie!
me =
ah! I'm so tired of feelin like this!
I don't have anything to say today. I feel shitty. Not sick, just bummed. I can't be down forever.
Cheer Up Charlie!
me =
ah! I'm so tired of feelin like this!
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2ifbyland:
im a full sail graduate. film and video production, class of 12/99
vim:
Friday yo.....go enjoy your weekend....
Wednesday.......raining,,,,,I'm gonna go to Target today...
I think Emily started teething yesterday. eek!
eeh..everything is going well here but I just feel so drained. I know we have a long way to go before things will be ok. Now that everything has been calming down I'm starting to feel the weight of this.
and now for something funny:
An old man and an old woman...
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I think Emily started teething yesterday. eek!
eeh..everything is going well here but I just feel so drained. I know we have a long way to go before things will be ok. Now that everything has been calming down I'm starting to feel the weight of this.
and now for something funny:
An old man and an old woman...
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groove:
Hey, glad to hear that you guys are talking through things though, I hope it all works out!
vim:
HAH!!.......better get a good drool bib fer that kid...or better yet...a plastic tarp!!!
Thank you again to everyone who has been there and offered advice or a shoulder. Greatly Appreciated!
As for that situation, we talked for a LONG time last night and hopefully we're on the right track. We're going to try and talk to someone and work through this.
On a lighter note...I put in some new pics so check 'em out.
and anyone who wants...
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As for that situation, we talked for a LONG time last night and hopefully we're on the right track. We're going to try and talk to someone and work through this.
On a lighter note...I put in some new pics so check 'em out.
and anyone who wants...
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tadzi:
im hopin this shit works out for ya man, i know you must be going through hell
as for saturday, im up for anything, even if its sitting around and eating beef jerky and watching movies
as for saturday, im up for anything, even if its sitting around and eating beef jerky and watching movies
vim:
*token hump-day journal entry*
haha...listening to FF Demanufacture right now |m|
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haha...listening to FF Demanufacture right now |m|
|m|Hey, does anyone want to come here sit and watch tv and drink some beers on Sat night? I've got UNO, Monopoly, cards, SG, cable, a coffee table, all the works! The 'party' starts a 9:30 and goes till whenever.
So...tell me someone is up for it? We could venture to bars too
So...tell me someone is up for it? We could venture to bars too
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tadzi:
im up! email me directions from...uhhh 195 should work. shit, youre like 2 exits from me off 195
iyce:
Hey Deezy Pooh!
Dammit..why can't you live closer?? lol! I like to watch tv, I don't drink beers yuck!, I love Uno, i've never, ever played Monopoly~~~and i think im the only one in the nation who hasn't, and i would love to put a cup of coffee on your coffee table...he..he..he...Oops! I forgot about the bars....now who could resist?
By the way....hows ur ba be? She is so cute and cuddly....give her plenty of kisses for me...I love babies!
xoxo
storm
Dammit..why can't you live closer?? lol! I like to watch tv, I don't drink beers yuck!, I love Uno, i've never, ever played Monopoly~~~and i think im the only one in the nation who hasn't, and i would love to put a cup of coffee on your coffee table...he..he..he...Oops! I forgot about the bars....now who could resist?
By the way....hows ur ba be? She is so cute and cuddly....give her plenty of kisses for me...I love babies!
xoxo
storm
I told her last night that I would leave today if she wanted me to and that I deserved at least one night to ask questions about this and try and get a feel for the seriousness of what is going on.
So we calmly talked about what was going on and what could possibly make it better. A few things I learn:
- she...
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So we calmly talked about what was going on and what could possibly make it better. A few things I learn:
- she...
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tadzi:
i think vixen pretty much summed it up, and like i said, its always worth it if the love is there. the only other advice i can give is try not to be too ubiquitous.
and id be all up for hangin out at some point in the near future. im not a beer drinker, but that doesnt mean i cant chill. IM me on aim or email me or somethin
and id be all up for hangin out at some point in the near future. im not a beer drinker, but that doesnt mean i cant chill. IM me on aim or email me or somethin
admitourmistakes:
Hey, sorry I haven't been around much... It looks like you could use some help. I will try in any way possible, so just let me know OK? You can come over anytime you want...
Give me an e-mail and I'll give you my #. You can call and cry anytime...
Shan*
Yeah, I am in the Army, silly
Give me an e-mail and I'll give you my #. You can call and cry anytime...
Shan*
Yeah, I am in the Army, silly
Dear Diary,
Ok my weekend was going well...
Then bad...
Then Good
Then it went to SHIT and I mean shit.
I will be leaving my house to go somewhere??? tomorrow.. My wife said that I have to leave, that she needs her time alone, time to do what she wants without Emily and I. After I questioned this she told me it is b/c...
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Ok my weekend was going well...
Then bad...
Then Good
Then it went to SHIT and I mean shit.
I will be leaving my house to go somewhere??? tomorrow.. My wife said that I have to leave, that she needs her time alone, time to do what she wants without Emily and I. After I questioned this she told me it is b/c...
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siv:
hope everything turns out okay...not that it's even slightly as awful, but adam and i have been having some troubles as well (boyfriend). why does this damn cohabitation thang have to be so, er, (dammit, i can't say this without conjuring up that devil woman LaVigne) "complicated." 
hope everything turns out okay...not that it's even slightly as awful, but adam and i have been having some troubles as well (boyfriend). why does this damn cohabitation thang have to be so, er, (dammit, i can't say this without conjuring up that devil woman LaVigne) "complicated." 
alisa:
if i didn't live so far away you could bring your girl and come stay with us..but don't be stupid!!! if she's going to treat you like shit then get what belongs to you. i read your board post and someone on there said it best:
if she wants so much time alone let her leave. does she pay all the bills? is it her house or both of yours? you have rights, esp. when it comes to your daughter. with her current behavior you won't have to fight hard to prove to a judge that you deserve to have custody of your daughter and she should pay you child support!
gotta go to bed it's almost 1am and i'm so done
hope it gets better and i hope you start standing up for yourself and stop letting her push you around. you're the one that's been honoring your vows and want to stay committed to this relationship you should be the one in control..
that is unless you cheated on her or neglected her in some way emotionally or physically. you don't seem the abusive type at all actually quite the opposite. you seem so very gentle when talking about your daughter and your feelings. so i don't know what her problem is. too bad she didn't have a journal on here then we could know her side of it, too. because she might be going through something that she can't seem to share with you. that or she's just a selfish brat.
i don't know...i'm torn..i love you but i want to know the whole story before i pass judgement on someone i've never "met"~~you know?
stay strong...that's an order
alisa
if i didn't live so far away you could bring your girl and come stay with us..but don't be stupid!!! if she's going to treat you like shit then get what belongs to you. i read your board post and someone on there said it best:
if she wants so much time alone let her leave. does she pay all the bills? is it her house or both of yours? you have rights, esp. when it comes to your daughter. with her current behavior you won't have to fight hard to prove to a judge that you deserve to have custody of your daughter and she should pay you child support!
gotta go to bed it's almost 1am and i'm so done
hope it gets better and i hope you start standing up for yourself and stop letting her push you around. you're the one that's been honoring your vows and want to stay committed to this relationship you should be the one in control..
that is unless you cheated on her or neglected her in some way emotionally or physically. you don't seem the abusive type at all actually quite the opposite. you seem so very gentle when talking about your daughter and your feelings. so i don't know what her problem is. too bad she didn't have a journal on here then we could know her side of it, too. because she might be going through something that she can't seem to share with you. that or she's just a selfish brat.
i don't know...i'm torn..i love you but i want to know the whole story before i pass judgement on someone i've never "met"~~you know?
stay strong...that's an order
alisa
T.F.I.F.
SO HAPPY FRIDAY IS HERE!!!
This weekend I will accomplish something....?
1. I want to go to the movies, damnit!
2. I want to go somewhere different!!
3. I'm gonna make breakfast! Like pancakes or waffles, real ones too, like homemade and shit.
4. I want to meet someone new and hang out!
5. I want to come up with a #5 on my...
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SO HAPPY FRIDAY IS HERE!!!
This weekend I will accomplish something....?
1. I want to go to the movies, damnit!
2. I want to go somewhere different!!
3. I'm gonna make breakfast! Like pancakes or waffles, real ones too, like homemade and shit.
4. I want to meet someone new and hang out!
5. I want to come up with a #5 on my...
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tadzi:
hey dude im all for hangin out. IM me sometime
minsc_and_boo:
ok ok i'll stay
Hey look at this we made it to Thursday!
Must do laundry and clean today.
ehh...I get up too early. I'm so tired anyone want to come over and watch Emily while I sleep?
I'd cook you dinner. I'm a good cook. I made yummy veggi chili yesterday.
Veggi Tacos tonight, mmm tacos.
Must do laundry and clean today.
ehh...I get up too early. I'm so tired anyone want to come over and watch Emily while I sleep?
I'd cook you dinner. I'm a good cook. I made yummy veggi chili yesterday.
Veggi Tacos tonight, mmm tacos.
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edea:
hey thanx I'm starving now!
haha I could babysit for ya since I'm only right up the street!... well about 20 min away!
haha I could babysit for ya since I'm only right up the street!... well about 20 min away!
iyce:
Hi Deezy Pooh! How are ya? I could watch the baby if I lived in your area. She is so cute!!!
xoxo
storm
xoxo
storm
Wednesday!
Thank you everyone for being so great!
All of you really help out more than you could ever imagine. It feels like family here.
enough of the mushy stuff....
24 kicked ass last night..as usual.
My wife and I had a long talk last night and things seem to be cool. Got some SERIOUS make up lovin. Like never before. I just wish it...
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Thank you everyone for being so great!
All of you really help out more than you could ever imagine. It feels like family here.
enough of the mushy stuff....
24 kicked ass last night..as usual.
My wife and I had a long talk last night and things seem to be cool. Got some SERIOUS make up lovin. Like never before. I just wish it...
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tadzi:
make up sex is the shiznit!!!
edea:
Yes 24 kicked ass... as always!
I'm dying for the dvd set.. but can't afford it
Aww too bad you missed that show it was rad!
But Chimaira is going on tour w/ In Flames,Soilwork & Unearth!!! june 30 in NY!!!
and make up lovin is the best!!!!!
I'm dying for the dvd set.. but can't afford it
Aww too bad you missed that show it was rad!
But Chimaira is going on tour w/ In Flames,Soilwork & Unearth!!! june 30 in NY!!!
and make up lovin is the best!!!!!
24 Tonight!!!!!!
...as I said yesterday, I haven't smoked a cigarette in over three years. Last night I got no sleep all I could think about was smoking.
Granted my wife just told me she wants to spend a week at her parents house away from Emily and I b/c she can't take her anymore. WTF!?
What is that supposed to mean? Are you coming...
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...as I said yesterday, I haven't smoked a cigarette in over three years. Last night I got no sleep all I could think about was smoking.
Granted my wife just told me she wants to spend a week at her parents house away from Emily and I b/c she can't take her anymore. WTF!?
What is that supposed to mean? Are you coming...
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iyce:
Hey Dezzy Pooh! Tell your wife to get that stick out of her anus! What's her big problem?!? Any way you continue to take care of the baby and she will really grow up to love you for it and recognize your "fatherly sacrifices" for her....I don't mean to talk about your wife, but she needs some talking to......
xoxo
storm
xoxo
storm
alisa:
hey, hon. i am so sorry that it's so rough for you right now. if you need to talk contact me through my journal.
i was reading the beginning and i was going to say that you shouldn't be hard on her with her being a new mom and all. but if you're doing all the work and taking care of the baby all day then i don't know what to tell you.
except that i hope it gets better and that she can enjoy your daughter as much as you sound like you are.
i think i want to be a photography, too. almost all of my pics in my folder i've taken myself. i'm also thinking of doing a set to submit that i take completely on my own except for a few full body shots from far away. that is.
catch ya later, patches
xxx
alisa
hey, hon. i am so sorry that it's so rough for you right now. if you need to talk contact me through my journal.
i was reading the beginning and i was going to say that you shouldn't be hard on her with her being a new mom and all. but if you're doing all the work and taking care of the baby all day then i don't know what to tell you.
except that i hope it gets better and that she can enjoy your daughter as much as you sound like you are.
i think i want to be a photography, too. almost all of my pics in my folder i've taken myself. i'm also thinking of doing a set to submit that i take completely on my own except for a few full body shots from far away. that is.
catch ya later, patches
xxx
alisa
Welcome to Monday
Haven't been here in a couple days b/c my cable co suks. Lost my connection grrrr! bastards!!
So now I did the dreaded and figured I'd set up an AOL account (I couldn't go without SG) for the next couple days until my cable shit is sorted.
Lots of stuff has been going on..
Emily rolled over for the first time Saturday!...
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Haven't been here in a couple days b/c my cable co suks. Lost my connection grrrr!
bastards!!
So now I did the dreaded and figured I'd set up an AOL account (I couldn't go without SG) for the next couple days until my cable shit is sorted.
Lots of stuff has been going on..
Emily rolled over for the first time Saturday!...
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tadzi:
dude your pics rule! a kilt AND kaber tossing? tht rocks
i need a kilt
i need a kilt
gingerlie:
aww thanks. im kinda worried. it is healthy to be more pasty than my walls? hahah