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I really need to get laid. I feel like I am in heat.

i give up on life. i try and try and try, and all i get is shit on. im done.

Seeing Megadeth in NYC tonight!

sometimes feelings and emotions get so strong that i just dont want to deal anymore. on my drive home from work tonight, i was strangely enticed by the desire to careen head on into one of the telephone poles lining the street. i didn't, but i sure felt like maybe it would help.

Why is it that I seem to define my happiness by my romantic status? My first week or two single were great, but now I find myself wanting companionship more and more. I've got an amazing female friend, who is most definitely my best friend. She's perfect. But I can't help but want even more, to have that romantic connection that we already half-have. Why...
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Well my knee is fucked up again. And I didn't hit it this time. It's fairly stiff now, and I already can tell tomorrow I will not be able to walk. FUCK ME! Why does this keep fuckin happening to me?

update: nope, my right knee simply will not bend. stuck straight like a wood board

I am so incredibly content with like right now. I could not have asked for things to be better than how they are right now. Life.... really is good!

Going out to Rookies in Cromwell for 10:30 to celebrate my being newly single. If anyone wants to come along, let me know!

Well, things are officially over between myself and Christa. It was a mutual decision and I'm doin ok.