Why do girls not like nice guys? And then when they chose the assholes they bitch about them not being nice? no as far as i know jenine isnt dating another dude im just generalizing. well sort of ok heres the scoop as if anyone here cares.

So friday night jenine and i were suppose to go on a date to the zoo lights. I was goin to ask her out, only a couple people knew that too, well thursday i went to see her at work it was a bit early. so i asked her if 6 630 was a good time to pick her up. she then says that her friends sister backed out on her so she needed a baby sitter so she was goin to babysit instead. i was taken back just a bit by that. so i went ate and went to talk to her again. i straight up asked her if she even wanted to go in the first place? she said of course she did and asked if it ran past christmas? it does but whats the point? i think the way i said it really caught her off guard. so i then asked her if she wanted to hang out still while she baby sat she said shell see what happens i left saying well maybee ill call you.

so friday i was talking to my friend shelly and des about what happened and said i wasnt even sure if i wanted to go over there or go get plasterd with a couple of my friends. shelly who has been clean and sober for 3 years and doesnt encourge drink told me to go get wasted. well jenine actually called me while i was at work i was busy so the she left a voice mail. i checked it later it just said hey and paused then hung up well i called her after i got off work it went to her voice mail. i left a short messege hey heard ya called give me a call back if you want. then i went out and got plastered. so today i called her to wish her a happy christmas of course she didnt answer. i left a messege hey called to say happy christmas.

i know she likes me because everytime i show up to see her shes always happy and glowing but then agian maybee im reading to much into it and im just once agian attracted to a girl who showed a interst in me





fuck i hate the holidays