So, well, hey there!ā¦š¤
My last blog post was June 16th, goshš¤Æ
The past 6 weeks give or take has happened allot. As you all know Iāve traveled to Milan the first weekend of June, this weekend was not to short after my break up happened with my first love.
Iāve set my mind to the fact that I shall not give in to sadness which could lead to a result of self destruction, rather channel my sadness and embrace it so I can carry on stronger.
Though being for a little while inactive here due to what Iāve said above, was a subconscious act, which I am now conscious of (for a week and a half or so). Thatās why Iām doing a little catch-up right now! And Iām happy I am, I love communicating with you all here, sharing bits of my life, art and emotions and in exchange if Iām lucky I might receive some loving and communication back, which I am grateful for!!š©µ
Doing photoshoots has been on the down low as well, which in retrospect isnāt a bad thing. But Iāve come to the realisation once again that modelling and creating art through photography is something that I love dearly. As I am now confronted with the challenge of being able to channel my energy which is starting to become uneasy at times, merely due to the fact that my body is nearly aching, just because my longing is of such a great deal to shoot (a bit mellow dramatic but who doesnāt like dramatic wordsš) it is an honest description of what I feel though, if you havenāt caught up yet, Iām a person that feels emotions intensely, itās a blessing and a curse.
I wish and strive to catch a blissful wave again and ride the mother fudging hell out of it hehešš
Aka for the people who didnāt know yet, there will be in time, three new SG sets. One with the amazing @minuminula and two with the other rockstar @andrea_arcore
So do not be feared, more goodness shall for sure be on its way ā¤ļøš„
OHH and a random fun thing I experienced two weeks ago alreadyā¦ was Defqon.1!! Iāll never forget the two days I spent there, it was in a beautiful and surprising way, very healing for me and my friends as well. Gosh I canāt describe into words the love I have for those kind of festivals and music. If you know Defqon, I have no more explaining to doš
ALSOOOO another random catchup, as of todayā¦ā¦. I dyed my hair back to black (which in time will lighten to brown, my own colour) and I couldnāt be happier tbh! Since the break up I had this inner calling of wanting to be my most authentic and natural self. To learn and love and embrace this version of me as I am.
For the people who could possibly be saddened Iāve dyed my hair back to natural, do not worry because my future sets which I mentioned above, will be with my partial coloured hair heheš„°
AND Iāve seen that my debut set Battle angel has reached 1644 likes so far!!!š„¹
Purposely leaving this bit at the end, I rather first be real and just try to have a genuine interaction before any sort of promotion or anything.
Donāt understand me wrong though, this is a moment I really really really want to thank every single one of u sweeties who has supported, commented and liked my debut so farā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
What do we think, can we push it to the 2000 likes?š¼
Alrighty, last but not leastā¦ to sum it all up I am doing okĆ© and good, just trying to find my way on my own while life keeps on going.
If you lovely human actually made it this far, YOU ARE THE BESTšŗ I hope you too, are doing great, you deserve it!
Xox and warm huggies from Blaze
