caprice

my lifes been so hectic....
i cant possibly write it all so i spose i will make jot notes....

-stove = broken and my land lord is an ass

- had to quit school to pay rent

- and no one wants to hire me cuz i look "different"

- i got vet bills up my ass

- my computer died... and i thought i lost all the music i was working on, and pretty much everything that is me (wooo im a computer geek... shhh!)

-my Panic Attacks and Post Traumatic Stress are back hardcore... they never really left... but now there as bad as they were when i first had the joy of getting them.

- i got stress like a fuckin rabit in hunting season

- i havent been eating hardley or drink enough water.... so now my body hates me

All in all ive come up with the conclusion that life has somthing out for me.... and always has... but onna different note...

I am awesome

Once i get my life straightened out i will get more active on here... untill then

talk to ya later weasles