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i gave my self food poisoning... dunno when... dunno where... but yup its here...
my psychologist made me cry... i hate crying. I used to be made fun of becquase i cried a lot when i was younger... now i keep everything in, wich im told isnt healthy heh. we talked about my complex that i think im ugly.... no one can talk me out of it its how i percieve my self.. and very few people knew about it, so i never talk about it, cuz its stupid and people get angry at me for talking about it. cuz they cant understand... basicly a lifetime of never being called pretty EVER kinda made me fill in the blanks my self... and im not a positve person generaly. *scream* my brain hates me and i hate it.
my dreads from Aya sould be commin in the next few weeks. im excited
i had a dream about them arriving last night hah im such a dork.
ive been cleaning my house and bakin sugar cookies... i love sugar cookies... i think i made about 200 the other night hehe... they go pretty fast when my buddies come over to play video games and what not... 'specialy as there all guys. i dont have any girl friends here... most girls ive met or have known are cunts and really malicious.
but this site has changed my out look, i just wish there were more girls like the ones on here in my city
i gave my self food poisoning... dunno when... dunno where... but yup its here...
my psychologist made me cry... i hate crying. I used to be made fun of becquase i cried a lot when i was younger... now i keep everything in, wich im told isnt healthy heh. we talked about my complex that i think im ugly.... no one can talk me out of it its how i percieve my self.. and very few people knew about it, so i never talk about it, cuz its stupid and people get angry at me for talking about it. cuz they cant understand... basicly a lifetime of never being called pretty EVER kinda made me fill in the blanks my self... and im not a positve person generaly. *scream* my brain hates me and i hate it.
my dreads from Aya sould be commin in the next few weeks. im excited
i had a dream about them arriving last night hah im such a dork.
ive been cleaning my house and bakin sugar cookies... i love sugar cookies... i think i made about 200 the other night hehe... they go pretty fast when my buddies come over to play video games and what not... 'specialy as there all guys. i dont have any girl friends here... most girls ive met or have known are cunts and really malicious.
but this site has changed my out look, i just wish there were more girls like the ones on here in my city
Im sorry to hear no one ever told you that you were pretty. Im sure if it was put to people they would be honoust and tell you how beautiful you are.
hmm i wish i could help you out. like i get to the point where i'm like hey, i'm mindly tolelrable to look at today.
this site does make you feel nice though. so hmmm i thought i was going somewhere with this comment. apprently not, sorry about that.