Saturday Nov 19, 2005

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have you ever felt empty
so empty
rain washes the days away

have you ever felt somthin
just one thing
its stoped all of time and pain


i feel like shit..... though i know im not helpin my self any..... ive been beatin my self up all night for my short commings....

i just came in from sittin out side n havin a smoke.... its nice out... snows falling and its just below freezing.

i cant help but feel like ive let people down... no job... not even close to finishing high school... i havent cleaned the kitchen in days....

ive been listening to "The Cry of Mankind" and "The Company of Storms" by Undying over and over all morning... and its begining to rot my brain, but i dont mind...

it reminds me of good times that i really miss...

its no use thinking of the past, i know that very well...
but its hard to dismiss when its stabing you relentlessly blackeyed



My heart is heavy with burden...
Im feeling empty inside...
So fill me up and give me a taste of life....
darksphere:
"it reminds me of good times that i really miss..."

I completly understand that.
dybtligegyldig:
I think I can realte, if only a little.
I just got fired from my job, for being too lazy, and generally too bad at what it did. That was a major downer for me, not being able to do what was expected of me...
That shit can really get you down, but only if you let it. But damn, it's hard. I suck at it...

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