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hey comrads

whew what a week this week, so things with ryan went down and then came back up again, and are now just starting to level out and come to a nice steady plateu. awwww. but what happened was, he broke up with his partner for me, then felt bad so was thinking of going out with her and she basically told him "make up your mind by friday or I am gone" so he said "fuck your power trip, and your head games" now I didn't know any of this had gone on when I invited him to come to this party, I even told my friend luke that if he saw either him or me making moves on each other to interupte it. well luke failed to do so, and I am kind of glad he did. and lets just leave it at that.

anyways, I am also seeing this girl Kat who I dated off and on. and now it's alot more serious, ryan knows and kat knows about ryan, both are fine with it so life is semi okay for me, aside from being 260 dollars in the hole. but I'm pretty good about finding away around these things

so I've decieded that I am going to have a pap smear party. basically what is going to happen is everyone is going to tell me days that work for them, then depening on that I will deciede on a week or 2 weeks were everyone can go in to book the tests, and once everyone is done then the friday after everyone has been tested we're going to have a big party and celebrate womyn's health and womyn's shamelessness and voices to express their pride for their care for their bodies.

other than that, life has been simple