Ok time for an update.
I'm having my first anxiety attack. These things are freaky. I feel sorry who have these things regulary. I am really freaking out but I'm maintaining. It's kind of like when I was a tweaker( which was over 10 years ago) but I'm tired. Just scared to sleep.
Maybe this just because of all the bad luck I've had lately. Something good happened to me last night. An unexpected, small but much needed check was waiting for me when I got home. It was a life saver.
Just in case. If this feeling happens to be a premonition. I just want to say I'm sorry. For what. I'm not sure. But it seems everyone is upset with me. Judging from the 0 comments I've had in the last month, I guess people here are too. ( oh great not am I only freaking I'm paranoid )
Well if this is the end, let me leave the survivors with ny favorite Tillys



Well there are alot more but if I got to leave some hope for tomorrow.
Luv ya All