It feels like I've been gone for to long, I need to get back into the swing of things. I've missed so much on this site since I've been away aaah so hard to catch up.
Well my last day watching my nephew will be on October 10th, I've decided its time for me to get a job job, mostly to make more money and also to get out o this damn house. Anything will be less stressful then being stuck in a tiny basement suit 24/7 watching a three year old and a two year old. Not to mentions cooking all the meals and having to keep this place spotless.
I will still be looking after my little one of course (during the day) but after 5 will be my work hours. It will be something hard to get used to, looking after the little one all day and then off to work when the man gets home from his job. Also It will mean that I will not see the Jeff as often as I would like, him working from 8 to 4 (or 5) then me working from 5 till late, coming home and sleeping and doing it all again in the morning. Not to mention that Jeff's days of are Monday and Tuesday and those will be my days where I can work mornings. In the long run though it will bring in more money and we can then eventually get out of this basement and into a house or even an apartment.
I've got to start getting my life together, I know that I want to be living in a real house, with a nice back yard for the little one to play in. Still planning on getting married but I would like to do that only when we are living in our own place, a place that I can be proud of. I want to be able to come home from our hunny moon and walk into a real home. As much as I love being a stay at home mom and love looking after Hayden (not to mention getting paid for it), it still feels as i Im not really going anywhere, Im just stuck in a rut at the moment.
So today is the day where I shall sit down and make a new life plan. Wish me luck
TATA
Well my last day watching my nephew will be on October 10th, I've decided its time for me to get a job job, mostly to make more money and also to get out o this damn house. Anything will be less stressful then being stuck in a tiny basement suit 24/7 watching a three year old and a two year old. Not to mentions cooking all the meals and having to keep this place spotless.
I will still be looking after my little one of course (during the day) but after 5 will be my work hours. It will be something hard to get used to, looking after the little one all day and then off to work when the man gets home from his job. Also It will mean that I will not see the Jeff as often as I would like, him working from 8 to 4 (or 5) then me working from 5 till late, coming home and sleeping and doing it all again in the morning. Not to mention that Jeff's days of are Monday and Tuesday and those will be my days where I can work mornings. In the long run though it will bring in more money and we can then eventually get out of this basement and into a house or even an apartment.
I've got to start getting my life together, I know that I want to be living in a real house, with a nice back yard for the little one to play in. Still planning on getting married but I would like to do that only when we are living in our own place, a place that I can be proud of. I want to be able to come home from our hunny moon and walk into a real home. As much as I love being a stay at home mom and love looking after Hayden (not to mention getting paid for it), it still feels as i Im not really going anywhere, Im just stuck in a rut at the moment.
So today is the day where I shall sit down and make a new life plan. Wish me luck
TATA
pacmanman:
good luck.
fragilesong_:
best wishes.