I got hired for a job but I may get another position in the same company only higher. Depends on another interview.
I feel preety healthy today as long as i'm careful about moving my right arm.
I need to change my profile pic. But I'm kinda camera shy.
Overall a good day.
And it's only 2:30
I think I'm going to get a haircut...
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I feel preety healthy today as long as i'm careful about moving my right arm.
I need to change my profile pic. But I'm kinda camera shy.
Overall a good day.
And it's only 2:30
I think I'm going to get a haircut...
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thetotalm:
I dont have a cd player installed in my car just yet but it will proballly be a mix of a whole lotta stuff. Congrats on the job and potenailly the bigger job...but remeber "with great pwoer comes great responsibillity" Ejoy the weather take a walk people watch get a dells and just sit on a park bench for a while maybe feed some birds. talk to you soon dude.
I did a bad bad thing.......
I did a bad bad thing.......
Going home, showering and getting pretty. Going out and gonna drift on this wave I've made for myself.
Days like today I really wish I had a bike. Or a convertable.
Medical situation: More of the same Ribs hurt, everything else is stiff. The sscrapes are healed so I can finally shave this...
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I did a bad bad thing.......
Going home, showering and getting pretty. Going out and gonna drift on this wave I've made for myself.
Days like today I really wish I had a bike. Or a convertable.
Medical situation: More of the same Ribs hurt, everything else is stiff. The sscrapes are healed so I can finally shave this...
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Itch scratched I feel better now.
I think this medication is kicking in. It's having some side effects in my personality I was warned about. The sterotypical side effects are kicking in. Great that's just what I need. A chemical induced regretion to caveman/frat boy status. Thanx but I'll pass. I never enjoyed being around sloppy testosterone punks. I certainly don't wanna be one while...
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I think this medication is kicking in. It's having some side effects in my personality I was warned about. The sterotypical side effects are kicking in. Great that's just what I need. A chemical induced regretion to caveman/frat boy status. Thanx but I'll pass. I never enjoyed being around sloppy testosterone punks. I certainly don't wanna be one while...
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cap:
I did a bad bad thing.......
I did a bad bad thing.......
Going home, showering and getting pretty. Going out and gonna drift on this wave I've made for myself.
Days like today I really wish I had a bike. Or a convertable.
Medical situation: More of the same Ribs hurt, everything else is stiff. The sscrapes are healed so I can finally shave this grit off and not worry about my cuts.
The steroids(technically it's a steroid dirivitive given to people after surgery so they heal quickly, but I don't see a difference) must be wearing off cuz I feel more like myself. Less aggressive and anxious. They helped me heal pretty quickly so I cant say they were a complete bad idea but I don't care what happens next, I'm never taking them again. Just wasn't worth it.
It's 2 in the afternoon. I'm getting a beer, gonna kick my boots on the table and relax.
I did a bad bad thing.......
Going home, showering and getting pretty. Going out and gonna drift on this wave I've made for myself.
Days like today I really wish I had a bike. Or a convertable.
Medical situation: More of the same Ribs hurt, everything else is stiff. The sscrapes are healed so I can finally shave this grit off and not worry about my cuts.
The steroids(technically it's a steroid dirivitive given to people after surgery so they heal quickly, but I don't see a difference) must be wearing off cuz I feel more like myself. Less aggressive and anxious. They helped me heal pretty quickly so I cant say they were a complete bad idea but I don't care what happens next, I'm never taking them again. Just wasn't worth it.
It's 2 in the afternoon. I'm getting a beer, gonna kick my boots on the table and relax.
Warning the following post is crude, to the point, and brutally honest. Virgins, Mormons, Old people, Children, up tight buzz cut dike femnists, and any girl or guy who hasn't had a good, down and dirty fucking yet this year MAY get insulted.
This post is a rant be warned. If you are my friend think twice about reading this because if you thought I...
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sapphic_plastic:
"Well I find most women don't appreciate the mindset of a man who suddenly is seriously fighting an urge to rip their clothes off with out an introduction. And that is literally in the state I'm in. I'm very inclined to completly ravage the first girl who smiles at me today."
i stole that from Kay_'s journal.
seriously dude, i think you are underestimating girls... or you are hanging out with the WRONG girls!!!
i stole that from Kay_'s journal.
seriously dude, i think you are underestimating girls... or you are hanging out with the WRONG girls!!!
missprint:
I agree with Sapphic Plastic, but no surprise there!
Hey, there certainly isn't anything wrong, offensive or unnatural about having certain urges and acting on them, as long as you aren't forcing yourself on anyone physically, verbally (yelling nasty things out car windows) or otherwise.
It seems to be a sadly common missconception that women are less sexual than men. Women have the only organ that's sole purpose is pleasure! I hit the gym every day partly just to keep my libido under control.
Hey, there certainly isn't anything wrong, offensive or unnatural about having certain urges and acting on them, as long as you aren't forcing yourself on anyone physically, verbally (yelling nasty things out car windows) or otherwise.
It seems to be a sadly common missconception that women are less sexual than men. Women have the only organ that's sole purpose is pleasure! I hit the gym every day partly just to keep my libido under control.
No cane needed anymore. Just a chair for when I get winded.
Apparently I'm gonna be on tv this week sometime on RTP(Portuguese channel) my father couldn't escort my mother in a parade a few weeks ago cuz we had to play with his band in the same parade. So i stepped in and escorted her all around Fall River. Sweat like a Bastard that...
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Apparently I'm gonna be on tv this week sometime on RTP(Portuguese channel) my father couldn't escort my mother in a parade a few weeks ago cuz we had to play with his band in the same parade. So i stepped in and escorted her all around Fall River. Sweat like a Bastard that...
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callie:
good to know you can walk on your own again.
good thing that smells can't go through tv screens.
good thing that smells can't go through tv screens.
as_we_whisper:
definately not a toohbrush in my picture 
xo
xo
List of things to do today.
Take a shower. I'm ripe.
Use my newly found, cane. To go upstairs for the first time in 5 days. It's my grandfather's cane. So it's special.
Hit someone with my cane like my granddad used to.
Get a book and sit on the chair in my porch all day reading. That's basically the extent of my traveling abilities....
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Take a shower. I'm ripe.
Use my newly found, cane. To go upstairs for the first time in 5 days. It's my grandfather's cane. So it's special.
Hit someone with my cane like my granddad used to.
Get a book and sit on the chair in my porch all day reading. That's basically the extent of my traveling abilities....
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thetotalm:
and what does someone say to follow that....I really dont know so I'm not going to try. Just glad your getting better and your able to be outside today.
missprint:
Sad to hear you are in tough shape! If I were still in Providence I'd bake you something.
for your wounds!
for your wounds!I have nuthing worth an update to write. Starting to get cabin fever. I'm so sick of this bed. Staring at the ceiling. I tried to sleep away most of yesterday. That backfired. I ended up being incapable of sleep during the night and it was twice as frustrating. There is nuthing in my room. No radio nuthing. I'm locked in a box and I...
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cap:
Pain killers are a big no no. Can't open that can of worms. I can't sleep cuz i intentionally slept during the day. But I can walk now a lil so I'm getting there. Very tired tho.
muse25:
it is a friend of Todd who asked for some help on a job. I thought he would at least throw me 400 or 500 my way. Todd is pissed at how cheap his friend treated me.
MOTHER FUCKER AM I IN PAIN.
GOT HIT BY A GOD DAMN CAR IN PROVIDENCE.
Not a damn back and blue on me but I certainly bruised. Dislocated my right shoulder again and my back is all screwy. And sprained my left wrist from punching the guy.
Doc says I should be fine with rest and then a lil recooperation excersises. News flash! I don't...
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GOT HIT BY A GOD DAMN CAR IN PROVIDENCE.
Not a damn back and blue on me but I certainly bruised. Dislocated my right shoulder again and my back is all screwy. And sprained my left wrist from punching the guy.
Doc says I should be fine with rest and then a lil recooperation excersises. News flash! I don't...
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thetotalm:
that really sucks dude. Just rememeber to keep the ace bandage tight around you even if its uncomfotable. As for the bleeding just drink lots of water becuase your going to be losing it when you bleed out. Thank you for the kind words it espeicallly meant allot coming from you, I will hopefully be able to take my life back in the near future fight now I jsut need some time I guess.
cap:
I have nuthing worth an update to write. Starting to get cabin fever. I'm so sick of this bed. Staring at the ceiling. I tried to sleep away most of yesterday. That backfired. I ended up being incapable of sleep during the night and it was twice as frustrating. There is nuthing in my room. No radio nuthing. I'm locked in a box and I cant even get up to pace. I havent felt this ruffed up since.......Not going there.
The shoulder is almost back to normal. I didnt wince from the weight of this laptop. Yesterday it was too heavy to put back on the floor so i slept on it like a pillow. I really should have put a poster in this room. Instead i'm playing with the candlelight reflections. Knee is throbbing but i cant afford another emergency room visit.
I feel like the guy in Metalica's "One" video. I want to lash out. My only visitors today got a very moodswingy me. So glad I didnt take the painkillers. Self control is hard as it is.
lol I can feel my personality deteriorating. Second I can get up from bed i'm leaving the house. And enjoying the sun. It better be sunny or I'll make nature pay.
The shoulder is almost back to normal. I didnt wince from the weight of this laptop. Yesterday it was too heavy to put back on the floor so i slept on it like a pillow. I really should have put a poster in this room. Instead i'm playing with the candlelight reflections. Knee is throbbing but i cant afford another emergency room visit.
I feel like the guy in Metalica's "One" video. I want to lash out. My only visitors today got a very moodswingy me. So glad I didnt take the painkillers. Self control is hard as it is.
lol I can feel my personality deteriorating. Second I can get up from bed i'm leaving the house. And enjoying the sun. It better be sunny or I'll make nature pay.
I am both ridiculously in bliss and a tad concerned.
Lately I've been kinda recluse. Reading, sketching, doing some writing. Basicaly art stuff. For those of you who don't know the vreative things I do are kinda private. I don't share much of it. The reason is I do it to meditate. My mind kinda wanders while I'm doing it and I'm usually not paying...
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Lately I've been kinda recluse. Reading, sketching, doing some writing. Basicaly art stuff. For those of you who don't know the vreative things I do are kinda private. I don't share much of it. The reason is I do it to meditate. My mind kinda wanders while I'm doing it and I'm usually not paying...
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perdita:
So it's like a visual journal? I wish I was more creative. I stumble too much and it frustrates me.
I'm jealous of getting into that dance thing. It sounds awesome.
See I think the details make all the difference. Just because not too much can go wrong for you doesn't mean you can't change your routine and have fun, yes?
I'm jealous of getting into that dance thing. It sounds awesome.
See I think the details make all the difference. Just because not too much can go wrong for you doesn't mean you can't change your routine and have fun, yes?
perdita:
Monroe = my piercing. It's also called a madonna or a beauty mark piercing. 
Hello all,
Just got home. Spent the night at a friends. Not much on my plate today but the sun is shining. Gonna do some laundry. Shave my scruff off. Maybe do something that involves out doors. Thayer street has some nice resturaunts that let you eat on the Sidewalk in the sun. Might do that.
Italian would be nice.
On another note. I am...
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Just got home. Spent the night at a friends. Not much on my plate today but the sun is shining. Gonna do some laundry. Shave my scruff off. Maybe do something that involves out doors. Thayer street has some nice resturaunts that let you eat on the Sidewalk in the sun. Might do that.
Italian would be nice.
On another note. I am...
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cap:
Ever had an impulse out of no where and wondered where it came from? Then hours later it hit you? This whole thing came about cuz some sweet girl asked me to be her Prom date. Course I said no. But my mind is all dreamy about tuxedo's and dancing like a pro.