cap

I'm writing this from a wireless connection at the beach. No one is here it's just me and the water. If I coughed it'd wake the sleeping neighborhood rite up. This beach is dirty I used to swim here when I was 8. Now no one comes here anymore, even during the day. It's still special to me. I like it here. And lately there's been a lil too much society in my life.

I've been a recluse this summer and I finally no why. There's something I need to draw. My mind see's it but can't put it on paper. And until I can it's gonna nag at me. The sudden diving back into reality kinda wore me out this weekend. All work no play. Instead of regular Cap, I was business Cap for 3 days straight. Couldn't let my hair down. Everytime I tried to grab a beer and put on my jeans I'd get a call.

I'm almost done. I can see the light at the end of this tunnel. And it's a good thing cuz I'm feeling confined. I'm like a kid who has to stay in and not play cuz there's a storm. And for the record I was the kid who played in the rain. I do not use an umbrella and never will.

I did get a nice tan this weekend. And i've lost another 10 lbs. Total of 30 since xmas. This is just from eating healthier. I haven't even started excersising yet. I look even sexier. God forbid if I was metro and did all that waxing and plucking and oiling. I could kill with a look. Nuthing against those guys but it's just not for me. I haven't been that vain in a while. Nope just cute