Thursday Aug 25, 2005

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MOTHER FUCKER AM I IN PAIN.


GOT HIT BY A GOD DAMN CAR IN PROVIDENCE.

Not a damn back and blue on me but I certainly bruised. Dislocated my right shoulder again and my back is all screwy. And sprained my left wrist from punching the guy.

Doc says I should be fine with rest and then a lil recooperation excersises. News flash! I don't have Health Care or a lawyer. Doctor prescribed some antiinflamitory medication and some pain killers. I don't take pain killers. EVER.

I'm sitting up in bed with my laptop on my lap. Took 5 minutes for me to sit up. PAIN.

The Cops arrived and the asshole was screaming that I punched him. Took one look at me and they shut him up. I don't think he's gonna be giving me any trouble.

One of them John stayed with me the entire time at the hospital. Kinda a buddy thing. Another guy not at his best so you try to right by him. I appreciated it. Doc says no permanant damage and if I take it slow I should be ok.

Sorry my mind is everywhere. This isn't my literary best. I'm gonna put my laptop under my pillow and lie down.

I can't even play video games or read. I'm just lying here listening to classical music so I don't get up and smash something.

Oh I can move perfectly. It's just blinding pain if I try. But if I'm angry enough I can throw a left hook hard enuff to sprain my wrist. Fucking frat dropout, prepubescent, Fuckmook. I wonder if he has any injuries? biggrin

If he heals before I do I'm finding him and giving him a handicap til I catch up. Bastard ran a red light I hope they take his liscence.

I'm so lucky my head didn't crack on the pavement. My body can take an oldsmobile, but a head injury? God the thought of what coulda happened........

I gotta stop writing

Bye all till I get bored and write again. blackeyed
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thetotalm:
that really sucks dude. Just rememeber to keep the ace bandage tight around you even if its uncomfotable. As for the bleeding just drink lots of water becuase your going to be losing it when you bleed out. Thank you for the kind words it espeicallly meant allot coming from you, I will hopefully be able to take my life back in the near future fight now I jsut need some time I guess.
cap:
I have nuthing worth an update to write. Starting to get cabin fever. I'm so sick of this bed. Staring at the ceiling. I tried to sleep away most of yesterday. That backfired. I ended up being incapable of sleep during the night and it was twice as frustrating. There is nuthing in my room. No radio nuthing. I'm locked in a box and I cant even get up to pace. I havent felt this ruffed up since.......Not going there.

The shoulder is almost back to normal. I didnt wince from the weight of this laptop. Yesterday it was too heavy to put back on the floor so i slept on it like a pillow. I really should have put a poster in this room. Instead i'm playing with the candlelight reflections. Knee is throbbing but i cant afford another emergency room visit.

I feel like the guy in Metalica's "One" video. I want to lash out. My only visitors today got a very moodswingy me. So glad I didnt take the painkillers. Self control is hard as it is.

lol I can feel my personality deteriorating. Second I can get up from bed i'm leaving the house. And enjoying the sun. It better be sunny or I'll make nature pay.

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