Friday Dec 10, 2004

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I'm not alone, I wish I was
Cause than I'd know, I'm down because
I couldn't find a friend around
To love me like they do right now
They do right now
And all is well, I can't complain
Well okay, I guess I could
I got my place, I got my name
I chase my tail, all the same
And I can't think about what's keeping me down
Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No, I don't know what it is
I don't know
And it all comes, it doesn't last
It just walks in with a bad you lash
And you never know when it starts
Until this fog inside the glass around your summer heart
Can't put my finger on what's keeping me down
Something's missing,
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No, I don't know what it is
I can't be sure that this state of mine is not of my own desire
I wish there was an over the counter test for loneliness
For loneliness like this
Something's missing,
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing,
And I don't know what it is
No, I don't know what it is
Friends check,
Money check,
Well slept check
Opposite sex check
Guitar check
Microphone check
Messages waiting on me when I come home check

I hate xmas sometimes. Not all the times. Just some times. ARRR!!!
thetotalm:
the holidays can ear you alive sometimes man...try not to let it get to you too much. If you want to go out just let me know.
cap:
I'm not really down. More like concerned. It seems in my life, the holidays are a time when people start to give me reasons to worry bout them. And eventually you look in the mirror and ask, " what about me? When's it my turn?" I'd like a distraction from that.

This song is about that lack of a something. You can sometimes have everything and still lack that "spark". I realize that this is the umpteenth time I've mentioned the "spark". But I'm a firm believer in it. When something shows up in your life no matter how it appears, and has that wow factor, you should make it a point to persue it. If you meet someone online who wows you, make an effort to get to know them. If that ONE girl who is insanly...different shows up, ASK her her fucking name and say hi. Cuz the next girl who is twice as hot is a waste if she doesnt give u that spark. I'm just startin to wish someone viewed me that way, and made it a point to not let me just walk on by. Even guys like to feel pursued everyonce in a while I guess. Sorry vanity is kicking in, startin to think I can demand things lol. biggrin

[Edited on Dec 10, 2004 11:30PM]

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