cap

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I talked to my dad tonight....we sat down and he apologized for overreacted and decking me. But he wasn't sorry for the emotional stress that he gave me. He said he's very dissapointed in me. Which to be honest looking back on it I am too. Lord knows what I was thinking then....obviously not with a clear mind. But he said one thing that made me very sad but was very true..he said that if I was going to blow money like that he could have used the money allot more then she could have and I should have given it to him. He wsa so right and it hurt me so much to hear that.

I really don't know what I was thinking maybe just lonliness who knows. Or like you said I was just frustrated with my life as it is and I wanted to change things up. But that was no way to do it.

Your a good freind cap and if you ever want to talk outside of here I'll gladly give you my number and we can hang out sometime.

tony