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Ok so I'm in my bedroom and theres a low hum of a pump going off in the corner. And louder "vroom" of a water vac can be heard through my door, originating from the boiler room. Overshadowing all of this is Yahoo's Launchcast on my laptop. Crooning calming tunes which are much welcome now.

Inspired to write on any subject other than my current situation I am struck with one of the funnier, quirkier personality traits I possess. Listed in along manuscript, mentioning each piece of contradictory manurism in the ball of yarn that is my mind.

For those keepin score it's Floodwaters 4/ Cap 1. I am ankledeep in water in my own bedroom. My cheerful determination to not go to city hall and kill barehanded is my only score in this hellish game.

Back to the quirk: Despite my confident, brash, and often shocking persona. The one that at a glance may convince many I was DEFINATLY a frat boy once, And at the least bit undeniably masculine.......

But I have a serious "chick side"

Listening to my "chick mix" now got me to feel like writing on it. Cuz I'm cranking a personally made station where only Sarah Mclauchlin, Sheryl Crow, Liz Phair, John Mayer and many softer artists play. Love songs and acoustic melodies only. I originally made it for bedtime. Cuz these songs remind me of lullabies. They calm me and get me smiling. Guaranteed to get me tame and copasetic. Plus I really like a girls voice.

I also have a teddy bear. From before I was old enuff to know about girly parts.

Yep I have a serious chick side. It's a secret though. No one knows. Mostly cuz no one ever thought to ask.

So I'm gonna listen to this.........Norah Jones song and eat this cocoa and do everthing I can to not look down at the water at my feet.