caoimhe

Sitting up late hoping to feel tired at some point soon. Life has been terrible but I am still here and it will be fine i will get through. I have just been reflecting on life and how short it is, how it is here one day and dust the next.

Any way I am trying to be optimistic, I have a new hair cut, i spent ridiculous amounts of money on clothes that clash with my hair ha ha. Charlie and I had a funny day, we went up to central and ended up wandering into hard rock cafe after the crack dealer newspaper sales man threatened me. One thing i will say about that place...TWELVE FUCKING QUID FOR A BLOODY BURGER!!! it was pretty much a steak in a bun and it was gorgeous but still. So sitting in there drinking cocktails and minding our own buissness and 5 italian guys just come sit at our table and try to buy us drinks and touch us up...they even went to the extreme of doing a video call to their mate in italy subtly out the corner of their arm to show him my boobs. so we told him we were lesbians did the flirty kissy thing and the waitress moved them on. ha ha i wish it ended there...THEN some wierd guy came up and started massaging my sholders and asking if he could make us happy and show us a good tme....we quickly left and picked up the number of the cute guy in the shop

so things i have learnt today;

*Italians are scary
*Scary men in bars are scary
*Hard rock cafe is over priced!!!
*Newspaper sellers are scary
*Cocktails make me happy
*Charlie makes me laugh so much I spit cocktail sometimes and cry half my make up away
*Fasion is dead and full of tents
*I need smaller boobs so clothes fit better
*I need to tidy my room
*I need to go shopping
*I love fun days
*I need to do an essay
*Boys complicate things

ah well I am sure theres more but I'm fed up ranting.
hope every thing is good.
much love to every one.

R.I.P. Aiden I miss you, a song for you. watch over me.



edit:

this whole blog...every single letter was all about my lovely monster jon hee hee