ok that's fucking retarded!!! never knew guys could be so sensitive sorry I hate being loved I never asked for it. From now on when I hear the word love I'm going to fucking run, run far away from it I don't need that shit fuck your feelings sorry I'm not compassionate I'm just damaged. I cannot begin to say how many guys have told me they love me in the past year a little too many to count and yet I always can never understand why, there's no possible way they could love me. They just want to get in my pants that's all and I know it. There have been a couple who were very convincing pretty fatally obsessed if you ask me and maybe I did have feelings for them but what does it matter they were never real for you cannot love a person unless you truly know them and I can honesty say there is only one person who truly knows me the rest only scratch the surface. I'm engaged he loves me and would die for me, kill for me, and lie for me there's nothing he wouldn't do but I find my eyes wondering and there's always somebody more amusing I don't think I'm attracted to men anymore there emotionally weak and they all want to own me. There is this one girl ..... she hates love too and that is awesome we feel for each other but don't call it love it's more than that 
men aren't weak, boys are