The wife is out of town for training and I thought it would be great alone time for me. I planned on relaxing, doing some homework, watching a movie before bed, etc. In reality I didn't do any homework, I watched only a little bit of TV while I ate dinner, and when I lay down the bed feels big, cold, and empty. This is not the first time she has had to be away for more than one night, but this time it feels different and I don't like it! 
One of my classes, a research methods class, has so much reading that it is ridiculous! The readings are from a whole bunch of different time periods and places in US history. I don't know how the hell the other people in the class are keeping up on the readings! I never thought of myself as a slow reader but I am starting to wonder...
I've been considering applying to DSHS for medical insurance. I've never received anything from them, ever, and I don't really want to. Yet I just turned 30 a few months ago and have no insurance what-so-ever. My wife gets crappy insurance for her through her work, but to add me onto the plan would be half of her paycheck! We don't make enough as it is and I've applied for jobs at every place imaginable.. plus both my dad and mom's side's of the family have cancer.. and my cousin, who is 5 months older than me, just went back to work after having cancer removed from his chest (thankfully he worked for the city and has good insurance). I just keep thinking that things will work out and I'll find a job that provides some sort of medical insurance, but then again I have been saying that for like 5 years now.......
Maybe I just need a fun vacation to get my mind out of this funk. Find some happy mental place so I can think clearly. White sandy beach, clear blue water, warm sun, cool breeze, and tons of alcohol sounds like heaven right now.
Damn this bed is big and cold!
One of my classes, a research methods class, has so much reading that it is ridiculous! The readings are from a whole bunch of different time periods and places in US history. I don't know how the hell the other people in the class are keeping up on the readings! I never thought of myself as a slow reader but I am starting to wonder...
I've been considering applying to DSHS for medical insurance. I've never received anything from them, ever, and I don't really want to. Yet I just turned 30 a few months ago and have no insurance what-so-ever. My wife gets crappy insurance for her through her work, but to add me onto the plan would be half of her paycheck! We don't make enough as it is and I've applied for jobs at every place imaginable.. plus both my dad and mom's side's of the family have cancer.. and my cousin, who is 5 months older than me, just went back to work after having cancer removed from his chest (thankfully he worked for the city and has good insurance). I just keep thinking that things will work out and I'll find a job that provides some sort of medical insurance, but then again I have been saying that for like 5 years now.......
Maybe I just need a fun vacation to get my mind out of this funk. Find some happy mental place so I can think clearly. White sandy beach, clear blue water, warm sun, cool breeze, and tons of alcohol sounds like heaven right now.
Damn this bed is big and cold!