Update time.
Lets see what has happend. The other day I got off of work and this girl says "you dropped something" and im like "huh...what?".
"Yeah you dropped your smile, its cute" and im thinking wtf...whats going on..so one thing leads to another and i give her my number and she and her freind said she would call and we would hang out at...
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Lets see what has happend. The other day I got off of work and this girl says "you dropped something" and im like "huh...what?".
"Yeah you dropped your smile, its cute" and im thinking wtf...whats going on..so one thing leads to another and i give her my number and she and her freind said she would call and we would hang out at...
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cheshire:
mmmm cat food...
cheshire:
I was here!
whoops been three days time for an update.
Well first off id like to thank all that has posted the past couple days. Its nice to know that there are people out there concerned.
Ive been doing better but not great. Just as lonely as ever, but you know...gotta keep going. The funny part about it is that..honestly...I dont have time for a girlfreind. With...
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Well first off id like to thank all that has posted the past couple days. Its nice to know that there are people out there concerned.
Ive been doing better but not great. Just as lonely as ever, but you know...gotta keep going. The funny part about it is that..honestly...I dont have time for a girlfreind. With...
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Ho hum....depression, lonleynes, low slef esteem...im having a great day.
you?
you?
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twztdchik:
It's ok I read entries like yours and realize there is still boys out there with brains, and hearts and feelings and I havent lost hope yet.
I do hope you cheer up darlin, there isn't need to be sad...amazing things will come your way
I do hope you cheer up darlin, there isn't need to be sad...amazing things will come your way
leavemehere:
Thank you sir.
I'm super jealous... you get to go to the burlesque show with the lovely cheshire.
darn you
hope you have a rad time.
I sure did

I'm super jealous... you get to go to the burlesque show with the lovely cheshire.
darn you
hope you have a rad time.
I sure did

im drowning in pop ups...seriously....my computer decided to just try to kill me in pop ups...i went to work and came back to see 30 pages worth of pop up adds, in only 5 hours and 30 mins of work..my god...if you dont hear from me in a few days....that means the bastards got me....ill have a date with an enlarged penis and my house...
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Sometimes it's best to just let go...its time for me to stop pulling my hair about...wondering if you'll ever call. Its time to stop waiting by the phone all day wonder if you will call when you said you would. Time to stop wondering if we'll ever hang out again. Time to stop thinking about if we'll share a night like we did that night....
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twztdchik:
Well after spending the past few days getting to know him. I really wish I could have all my time. What seemed to be a normal, non-screwy package on the outside proved itself to be holding a lot of baggage I don't want to deal with.
So, in this case, I am glad I kept my mouth shut.
I just wish there was someone in vegas with his head on straight and his heart in the right place.
I am sorry about your girl ignoring you. I've always felt that even if I was confused on how I felt, it's best to face the person than to try and guess without them by your side.
I hope you have an awesome weekend.
So, in this case, I am glad I kept my mouth shut.
I just wish there was someone in vegas with his head on straight and his heart in the right place.
I am sorry about your girl ignoring you. I've always felt that even if I was confused on how I felt, it's best to face the person than to try and guess without them by your side.
I hope you have an awesome weekend.
So if fucking happend again. Opened up to somone thinking this one would be different and I got caught off gaurd yet again. what hurts the most about this one is that I really opened up, I honestly didnt see it coming..soo many positive factors..the age...maturity...differnt type of person all together
Same fucking outcome....yet another blow to my already low self esteem
FUCK!
Same fucking outcome....yet another blow to my already low self esteem
FUCK!
Wanna know what scares the shit out of me? You know...other then heights, some bugs, the dark, the closet open in the dark, ghosts, speaking in front of groups, speaking infront of group in a dark room that had a closet open with ghosts and bugs all over the floor really high up.
But seriously what scares me shitless is getting old alone. Other then...
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cantuttayo:
So..its valentines day...me without a valentine...as usual...fucking day. My cell phone hasnt rung for days...why even keep it seriously?....arg fucking depressing....This holiday blows...and really all the other ones do too.
So, in a few days it'll be Valentines day. Never did like V-day myself maybe its cuase I've never had a valentine. Well not a "True" valentine were the girl was tottaly into me giving me chocolates and all that other mushy stuff. Theres that and in school were you give out valentines too all the people you like and stuff...I never got anything
oh...
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twztdchik:
Aww I'd be your valentine!
Ever forget to do something as you were going to go do it? Just did it right now, got my paycheck was more then I expected but my bank account was less then I expected...so kinda evens out I guess.
welp time to go find something to do...probably masturbait...how fun
welp time to go find something to do...probably masturbait...how fun
twztdchik:
Another weekend in Vegas with nothing to do....Looks like its time to find another bar. Interesting to find someone who has seen Muchausen and who shares most of my reading list...have a great weekend!
Hey people. so whats going on...me..oh nothing much...ive been sick for 2 months now, is that normal?
so I have a chevy s10 as seen in the picture. Picture 5 shows the bed of the truck and the bed linner. So I was on the highway today going about 90 and it was windy..well one thing led to another and the bed linner decided to...
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so I have a chevy s10 as seen in the picture. Picture 5 shows the bed of the truck and the bed linner. So I was on the highway today going about 90 and it was windy..well one thing led to another and the bed linner decided to...
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cantuttayo:
My kitty snores loudly
[Edited on Feb 05, 2004 12:01AM]
[Edited on Feb 05, 2004 12:01AM]
cantuttayo:
Kittens