Wanna know what scares the shit out of me? You know...other then heights, some bugs, the dark, the closet open in the dark, ghosts, speaking in front of groups, speaking infront of group in a dark room that had a closet open with ghosts and bugs all over the floor really high up.
But seriously what scares me shitless is getting old alone. Other then my dad and my cat I honestly dont have any other family, Well theres my moms sister but I havent really known them until recently.
Ive been horrified that I might have to grow up alone, and that scares the shit out of me. What about getting married you ask? Well if I can find the right girl then sure but honestly girls have a gene that makes them break up with me in less then a year. theres not alot of girls that are interested in what I am. Especialy my personality.
Anyone who's meet me has known that I have a strange personality but extremly fun to be around with. Go figure huh?
Ive meet a girl that I go to school with. Shes way cool and great to hang around with. Also she seems to dig me alot. But the problem lies in the school itself...see if we went into a relationship then we'd have a hard time consentrating on our work in school wich sucks. Also the plans on after school wich she moves back to her home state. So ive been getting alittle bit of the cold shoulder from school wich is understandable. The futher you are from somone the less chance of falling in love....sucks but ya know...thats the way life is...I figured you know dating somone in the same class...have the same carreer in comon...would help with studying more cuase...date somone thats not in the class and you got soomone who really dosnt wanna study the same stuff if help you at all.
But honestly what the fuck do I know, right? rember your reading this shit written by a guy like me that cant even keep a relationship togther for more then a year.
shit that was long...you actualy read all that shit?
But seriously what scares me shitless is getting old alone. Other then my dad and my cat I honestly dont have any other family, Well theres my moms sister but I havent really known them until recently.
Ive been horrified that I might have to grow up alone, and that scares the shit out of me. What about getting married you ask? Well if I can find the right girl then sure but honestly girls have a gene that makes them break up with me in less then a year. theres not alot of girls that are interested in what I am. Especialy my personality.
Anyone who's meet me has known that I have a strange personality but extremly fun to be around with. Go figure huh?
Ive meet a girl that I go to school with. Shes way cool and great to hang around with. Also she seems to dig me alot. But the problem lies in the school itself...see if we went into a relationship then we'd have a hard time consentrating on our work in school wich sucks. Also the plans on after school wich she moves back to her home state. So ive been getting alittle bit of the cold shoulder from school wich is understandable. The futher you are from somone the less chance of falling in love....sucks but ya know...thats the way life is...I figured you know dating somone in the same class...have the same carreer in comon...would help with studying more cuase...date somone thats not in the class and you got soomone who really dosnt wanna study the same stuff if help you at all.
But honestly what the fuck do I know, right? rember your reading this shit written by a guy like me that cant even keep a relationship togther for more then a year.
shit that was long...you actualy read all that shit?
cantuttayo:
So..its valentines day...me without a valentine...as usual...fucking day. My cell phone hasnt rung for days...why even keep it seriously?....arg fucking depressing....This holiday blows...and really all the other ones do too.